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Up swing.

New rice cooker.

New lady luck. Aimee.

Not holding hope for continued up swing.

I am still going to smoke.
liv:
heheh me too... i hope this packet of cigarettes is finished... heheh biggrin biggrin
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I broke, in a way. I have been low, not so low that I can't turn around. I know this because I have been lower, many times.

It has been over six months. I broke down and tonight I bought my first pack of cigarettes.

Good thing I feel nothing.



Hi

kiss ARRR!!!

liv:
hmmmmm gimme one of those ciggies!!!!!!
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I have lost all feeling.
I have thought I have been here before.
I really do think this is it.
Alcohol.
Below zero weather.
Disappointment.
Loss (rice cooker).

The feeling is what I always had a problem with. Now that it is gone I don't feel guilty.
Someone might get hurt, but its not going to be me.
liv:
yep well u have lost it or sedated it... the result is the same ARRR!!!
liv:
yay u know that i do loveeeeee pavement what a great song to wake up!!! thanks biggrin biggrin kiss
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Things have been shitty in the day since I returned from montana.

One. That girl isnt around.

Two. My rice cooker broke. It is sad, I love that machine.

Three. Ok there is no three, but the two are enough

I feel like I want to break.

liv:
it cant be that bad... look to the bright side of the things... ermm i should do that too haha

have a grrrrrreat week!! wink kiss
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I need to get off this site as soon as possible.

Why?

I fall in love to easily,
In real life Emily and Lia
In SG land Liv, Tea, Tex, Arete and Ink

I am drinking too often and even though SG has no effect on that it would be nice to not have SG to turn to.

I will be gone in April

Though...
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liv:
well u have 4 months to change up ur mind... u know now everything seems one colour and next day another...

but anyway its nice u want to keep in touch with me smile biggrin wink kiss
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I normally do not do these but I will this year.

Resolutions

Every one is basically centered around my SMASH THE STATE view as of late.
so...

1. Follow the writings and beliefs of Naomi Klein, Abbie Hoffman, Kalle Lasn and The Yes Men.
2. Continue to eliminate the paper trail that I and everyone in this time is leaving.
3. Continue to support Save...
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liv:
these are the most interesting resolutions ive read around here wink


kiss
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I stole potatoes today, I feel both terrible and like a fucking pirate.
I have come to decide that Liv is the only one who reads these.

so Liv,
how are you? I am good. Wanna come to Reno and go dancing?

Love elkpop
liv:
biggrin biggrin biggrin

potatoes!!!!!!!!!!!yummmmmmmmmmm!! lets make frech fries!! tongue tongue

dont forget to eat the 12 grapes with each dong of the 12 am that announce the new year!! u might find it interesting to do that!! it is!!!! and prepare champagne to drink after the grapes biggrin

have a grrrrreat new years eve!!

happy new year and all of that wink wink kiss kiss kiss
liv:
dancing yay!!!!!!!! but dont forget to take me to a rock club!! biggrin
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I am not normally smooth, though at times I try to be. There is a drink limit that destroys my ability to be smooth. But if I am at the right amount I can make good decisions.

Friday night

First. I am sitting at the bar with friends and one girl, who I didnt know before that night, is trying to light her cigarette, she...
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liv:
smile smile smile