eljizz

ill be gone from here soon , no internet accses
oneday i might be back and i might feel good enough to talk more !

mmmm depression going happieness coming back .....found out the hard way about the whole drugs determine the type of people you hang with .

won big at poker stars tonight ! makes up for shitty week !

cunts!

i dont know whats wrong but my health is suffering , because of my depression i dont feel like i want to get myself help and i dont really have anyone i can talk about this to anymore . its not like i have a cold its more like i feel weak and get short of breath sometimes but im getting enough sleep and eating...
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i gave up smoking weed , just before christmas to stop me getting depressed but now all i seem to do is drink and as much as a enjoy my job im ether going to quit or get fired .


id talk to my good friend illroy about it but he's been kind of akward around me recently

still complaining ! i want to work because i cant

fuck

im going to a party this weekend , an in the words off ghostface " we dont want no cock blocking "

yay im getting old !

today i found out my few real freinds do need me , on one side i feeling low and shitty for feeling good about it ,but i thought the were pushing me out of there lives an that really upset me .
im just glad i could help them out even when the scumbags who pretend to be there let them down .

i feel...
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christmas is bollocks , everyone should celebrate on my birthday instead .

the 13th dec.

you dont even need a colorful tree ! or a fat criminal with a beard
just buy yourself something youve always wanted an get drunk !