Ok...its the day tomorrow. I have got this whole denial thing down to a tee. Coping just fine with imaging the he is alive and well, in Preston. Nikki is in town now and shes the same. Its not hitting but who says thats a bad way to cope.
We are burying our boy tmorrow..anything that helps us NOT collaspe in heap is a step. However fucked up.Still chugging through the photos althoughnow and again I -really- look at one and it takes my breath away. I have to stop then. Go back to it..
Wearing every hat his best friend had in the house
REALLY laughing
More recent..looking gorgeous
Oh god. Its unreal. Profound. How does anyone ever come to terms with something this huge.
We are burying our boy tmorrow..anything that helps us NOT collaspe in heap is a step. However fucked up.Still chugging through the photos althoughnow and again I -really- look at one and it takes my breath away. I have to stop then. Go back to it..
Wearing every hat his best friend had in the house
REALLY laughing
More recent..looking gorgeous
Oh god. Its unreal. Profound. How does anyone ever come to terms with something this huge.
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fenstar:
time, it all takes time. You eventually learn to adjust and live life differently 
sunflower122:
Just take it one day at a time