Being new here I figured topics would help me get more involved. I am going to dig deep. In high school I was always thicker with wider hips but a small chest. I was very oddly shaped and never fit into the same clothes as my friends. I developed an eating disordered and worked out way too much at home and started running. I used to watch America's Next Top Model, which did not help my self-esteem at all considering their normal sizes went from 00-5. Eventually I found SG on Instagram and saw many beautifully ladies of all shapes, sizes, colors, and body modifications. I have watched for a decade and never believed I could love myself enough to be a model of any kind. Until I joined the military and became healthy and strong, and enjoyed my body. I decided from there it was possible and of course still struggle with the stretch marks, rolls, A cup titties. But with pushing myself and staying healthy anything and everything is possible. Do not give up. Wake up, smile, repeat. One day, I WILL be a Suicidegirl 💙
@rambo @missy
