elise

i know this new photo is a nostril shot but it's adapted from a marilyn manson pose, so deal with it :-)

i'm not feeling very well, emotionally, at this point.

I want so badly to make my boyfriend happy, but I fee like I am failing. And then i get the new David Bowie CD today and it just begs you to be sad and sullen.

i'm
falling
deep
into
my
troubles.

i need some time to think.