elise

how long can i hold up a guise? why am i too chicken-shit to stand up to people? i'm such a push-over.

jobs, friends, even family. it's like hey...it's elise! let's fuck her over or piss her off or annoy her or lie about her to damn near everyone, because god knows, she's not going to do anything about it. well...except for those precious moments that i do. i just love peace too much. i hate fighting. please don't put me in the position to. it's unnatural territory for me.

am i too vague for you guys? sorry. i'd be more detailed if i could. i just can't. not here. i'm sure you understand.