elise

Ok that last line didn't make sense, I can't type when I'm upset, *all of this* is what it should say

Will you just get back on aim, I hate not knowing what you're thinking. This is stupid going back and forth on here. I shouldn't have seemed like I didn't want to talk to you, I do!! I just didn't want to talk about what I was upset about anymore because it was just getting me more upset. When I'm in this mood, I just want to be mad and then go onto something else, that makes it better, not drawing it out into things I could do to improve because I do know those things you said, that's what I was trying to tell you but then you signed off so I couldn't explain more of what I meant. Sorry that I haven't interacted with enough people to know how to talk to them that well. But I am trying to help myself learn how to do that better and you don't always need to be there to "show me how". Although I do appreciate it when you are. I just want to talk to you and talk about happy things, how cute "Ever After" is, how much fun last night was, all the stuff we were talking about before I decided to be upset.