elise

ok.... i try to remain patient and i try to help you...

i try to offer advice and i try to make you feel better....

i try to be a friend, always there, one like you've never had before....

honestly though... after that blatant unappreciation, what the fuck is the point?

i'm trying to remain calm... i'm trying to understand you're just hurt and that's why you blew up....

i'm trying to remind myself, you didn't mean to cut my heart out with the knife of your words....

i'm trying to remember you love me and apprecate me and really didn't mean what you said to hurt as badly as it did....

but it did.