Well, today has been quite interesting.
It's my mom's 51st birthday and we went out to the most wonderful (and expensive) dinner.
And I'm officially single again. It was mutual because it just wasn't working, but at the same time we loved each other and it's sad. I'm feeling something I haven't felt in a long time. Completely heartbroken, but not the kind where I've had my heart stomped on. He actually took very good care of my heart. Unfortunately, he has this whole "can't be friens with an ex" thing. That's what hurts the most. My best friend and lover for the past 7 months is now probably completely out of my life. I feel empty and alone now.
It's my mom's 51st birthday and we went out to the most wonderful (and expensive) dinner.
And I'm officially single again. It was mutual because it just wasn't working, but at the same time we loved each other and it's sad. I'm feeling something I haven't felt in a long time. Completely heartbroken, but not the kind where I've had my heart stomped on. He actually took very good care of my heart. Unfortunately, he has this whole "can't be friens with an ex" thing. That's what hurts the most. My best friend and lover for the past 7 months is now probably completely out of my life. I feel empty and alone now.