I saw I had a really old post in my blog so I have to replace it now with a timeless comment with no sign of what I did yesterday or what I'm doing tomorrow.
I will then just describe my here and now... I feel bad that I'm procrastinating so much when I have so much work to do and need a good sleep, but my hands can't stop from pressing buttons in the computer screen here and there.
I also think i'm lucky and that makes me feel guilty that I'm not being responsible for all the stuff that I have piled up to do. I would like to know why don't I care... but this is different from wanting to care
So I would like to sleep and to feel in peace, and while my restless leg keeps me in the move I'm sure that as soon as I lay horizontally I will fall asleep....
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I will then just describe my here and now... I feel bad that I'm procrastinating so much when I have so much work to do and need a good sleep, but my hands can't stop from pressing buttons in the computer screen here and there.
I also think i'm lucky and that makes me feel guilty that I'm not being responsible for all the stuff that I have piled up to do. I would like to know why don't I care... but this is different from wanting to care
So I would like to sleep and to feel in peace, and while my restless leg keeps me in the move I'm sure that as soon as I lay horizontally I will fall asleep....
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fragilesong_:
I know just what you mean about the "not caring about not caring" thing. Oh apathy...