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Thanks everyone for your support and kind words I love you all. Today was the viewing and the funeral. It was a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. I still cried some. I was a paulbearer along with my brothers and cousins. That was intersting, when I saw the hearse drive off it hit me that now he is gone for good, and he is being cremated. There have been a lot of people around the house ever since we got the word that nothing else can be done to save him a little over a week ago. So I have had to take some timeouts here and there. By some cosmic coinncidence, one of my best friends grandpa's died two days before mine. Went to his wake on wednesday.

I am doing very well, except for when I think about my grandma being alone now. I love my mom like no other and when she is crying it tears me up, because I have a memory of my mom crying when I was a little boy and ever since then I have been a sucker for her when she cries or when most women cry for that fact.

So now we are all at the house and talking and celebrating a little bit. I fell asleep for a while and just woke up about a half hour ago. Probably get a drink or 10 tonight , or I might just go to the movies.