elfrockstar

so i found this in an old notebook of mine. i had written this in high school...13ish yrs ago. what do you think?

I saw it there,
her neck,
it was so barren and pale.
I couldn't resit,
I had to.
I walked over,
I saw her eyes look to mine.
I began to grin but stopped.
we talked a little,
then we went for a walk.
I fought,
all the while walking,
I fought.
we stopped in the park by a tree.
I could no longer hold back my urge.
the demonic urge to feed.
my teeth enlarged and sharpened,
my grip on her wrist tightened,
she became frightened.
I looked at her with pain filled eyes.
I hated myself for this,
but i could no longer resist.
I had to quench my thirst.
I put my hand on her head,
I slightly slanted it back,
I slowly moved closer toward her,
closing my eyes i bit down.
I sank my teeth deep into her neck,
I began to drink the life out of her.
she took a sharp breath,
and numbing pain shot through her.
her eyes stayed open and tears began to form.
they ran down her paling face and fell on my shirt.
I couldn't bare the thought of killing her.
I put my hand on the back of her head.
released my bite.
holding her at the small of her back,
I slowly lowered her to the soft grassy earth.
I tore away some cloth to stop the blood flowing,
I realized her suffering had just begun.
she would soon turn,
becoming as I am.
someday she will hunger,
someday she will feed,
I hope that she won't give this gift to another victim.
she took a slow breath and clinched her eyes.
I kissed her softly and covered her with my coat.
I slowly walked off with a bloody tear on my shirt to match hers.
another victim and another tear.