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Whoa -- sorry for the drama. Someone had a few too many drinks last night.
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boxofficepoison:
I barely do drugs, I just tried watching Lost Highway in a state of complete sobriety. I love David Lynch, but sober I actually try and understand him.

That never ends well.
boxofficepoison:
I've heard Inland Empire is about the same.
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Wow....

Really really sad news at work today...






That fucking broadsided me. I didn't see that coming.


I feel like I've felt when friends died.


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Sorry for the drama, but I needed to say something.


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If I had to pick one album. Okay, one "pop/rock" album. One album to have with me 'till the end of time. (which, by the...
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illstabyou:
Keep your head up player. wink

Seriously, if you need someone to rant to, I'm always on IM. Or call.
nickfaust:
Anytime you are headed to Connecticut, let me know. I would love to sit down over of cup... er... glass... mug of whatever. Conversation is my favorite form of intercourse - well, second favorite.
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Jesus christ. SG Seems to have a bad case of "I can't stop making a bad design worse."
retroactivwe:
Sometimes I doubt your commitment to SparkeMotion
dewees:
usually i sit down on the toilet, but i recently learned that makes a kink in your intestines and is unnatural and blah blah. how do YOu normally sit/stand when you poop?

and this new layout helped me lurk on your groups, at least. hott....!
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Well, got back from vacation last night. Saw some very good friends, ate some really excellent food, listened to music on a really fucking awesome stereo system, drank a lot of whiskey, drank some 21 year-old Scotch, drank a lot of beer, and managed to avoid a bad hangover all weekend. We had absolutely spectacular weather. On Thanksgiving day, we were outside in short-sleeved shirts,...
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pihka:
...oh and what is that thing with the cinnamon sticks and what looks like cranberries...?!!
autumnfade:
That dog looks insain ontop of the car skull
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Am I the only one that really wants to do a metal cover of Heart's "Barracuda"? 'Cause fuck, I really want to.








On that note... I'm heading out for the holiday. Thanksgiving with my lady and a couple really good friend, one of whom is an excellent cook. It's a tradition. He does Thanksgiving every year. This is his 11th.

So have a good weekend...
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illstabyou:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

stella_marie:


actually its from me

happy birthday dear

(insert big kisses here)

eww - no tongue!!!!!
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Work has been super busy and super stressful lately. It has run me ragged, and left me not dealing well with other things in my life.

The good news is that on Wednesday, we launched the site we've been working on, that has been taking my every waking thought for the past few months. Now it's time to play catch-up with all the other clients...
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illstabyou:
Oh yeah -- I have lots of Xasthur if you're interested. And thanks for the reminder for needing to check out more Burzum. Me too, I've been on this huge black metal kick lately.
ymonster:
Does this mean you have the time (and ability) to breathe again? I sure hope so...
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a) my ex girlfriend is pregnant

b) a high-school friend's mom (who is good friends with my parents) is within weeks of dying from pancreatic cancer. And she's only known for about a week.

I don't know what to say about either. I fucking hate my head. That's all I can say.









*ahem*
stella_marie:


ok, the only sentiment was that the chorus would make you feel better. maybe you have to pretend to be a pregnant black teenage girl on welfare whose babys daddy beats her to really get the point of the song, but if you were, well, the rest wouldnt seem so bad biggrin
illstabyou:
I'm so sorry to hear the horrible news. If you need someone to rant to I'm here.
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I remember back when I used to breathe...

That was cool.

I miss that.








stella_marie:
time to jump on the no smoking band wagon with me??
ymonster:
Breathing is an essential function of life... You should keep up with that. wink
skull
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nadzofsteel:
<oops>
odette:
that is beautiful
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lucid dreaming
astral projection
disassociation and out-of-body experiences as a reaction to torture
LSD/psilocybin
the Dreamachine/Brion Gysin
Altered States (movie)
Cabaret Voltaire's The Conversation
Until the End of the World (movie)
Strange Days (movie)
hypnosis
Hipgnosis
Peter Christopherson/Coil
the first time I saw the Pink Dots
Crash Warship
body piercing/tattooing
meditation
beta waves/alpha waves
sleep
dreams
soma
Aldus Huxley
raving
drone

It's starting to make...
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stella_marie:
when i first met you, i fell madly in love with you
as time goes by, youve become like a comfy pair of underwear
after hearing about your obsession with MSM, well, youre lace again baby!!!

kiss
stella_marie:
im trying to think of something gross to say

oddly enough, im drawing a blank

whatever

oh fuck!!!! my grossness was in the cigarettes!!!!! now i quit and cant be gross anymore!!!!!!!!!!





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Christ, I'm exhausted. Had a great weekend. Friday was my anniversary at my job, so we went out for drinks and I got way way way way too drunk. Holy fuck, was I wasted. Then stumbled over to the Last Rites party, which was awesome -- and very crowded. But a very cool party. Hopefully some of you made it. If not, you missed out....
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illstabyou:
I'm a loser and pre-ordered the SunnO)))/Boris album months ago -- it came in today and it rules! You need to pick this up with the new ISIS tomorrow!
illstabyou:
Speaking of sunnO))) was just lurking their webpage and they're playing a very poorly advertised free show + colaboration in Williamsburg on Friday with the guy from Earth (not Dylan though) at some point between 5 - 8pm. I'm going try to stop by since its early, I have to pass it on my way home, its free, and I'm spoiled and can walk there. Sounds like it could be kind of cool.


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So what are you doing this weekend? If you're in the NY/NJ area, maybe you'll be...

- Going to Last Rites' fantastic Grand Opening gala. Check out ymonster's journal for more info.
- Going to Chiller and supporting Monster Squad NYC. Come on, Pee-Wee Herman's gonna be there!

Happy Halloween everyone skull
boxofficepoison:
I actually am going to be in NYC this weekend. Pee Wee Herman has me intrigued.