elementalchick

Well this has been the most bizarre week of my life...however it had a happy ending.... i won't get into details but pretty much i got reamed by my mom and bro about my self worth, and was shattered to the core, and i needed an escape.

thank god for heather....the moment i entered her home, though i cried for hours, i could already feel the healing.....and then the next day i babysat my beloved charlie, and realized how much i've missed him and how happy he really makes me....i love that kid, and i could be at the lowest of the low, and he could bring me right back up, the highlight of the weekend was when charlie, 3 yrs old said, "Nadia i love you!" AWHHHHHHHHHHH *swoons*

then the nite to pursue was somewhat of insanity but great. Heather/faith saved me this weekend, heather made me feel again, and feel other emotions then just self loathing, and she managed to make me look absolutely beautiful last nite...i love you heather, and i miss you already...