elektrabeaa

i am so effffffing confused .. thought i was supposed to be over all this malarkey but apparently not!!
I very much wish that certain people weren't a necessity in my life so I could just keep them at the back of my mind, where they are SUPPOSED to be, and not at the forefront, stressing me out and making me question the path I've travelled thus far. RARGH this should not even be an issue in my mind!! My brain ought to just behave and stick with my plan instead of fantasizing about things that cannot and will not be. Althoguh should the opportunity present itself once again, I would probably jump at the chance despite all this!

Rant over. Now let's look at me with my drunk face on (or getting slizzered? slizzard? per Far East Movement) with my harem of men, most of whom I don't actually know. What can I say, Friday nights bring out the worst in me!