electric

navigational balance

lately i have found myself in hyper reclusive
mode once again. i do realize the irony of
posting this to the www for all to read.
however let it be known i primarly keep
a journal for my own self-referential fodder.
i know this.

a series of events has transpired that
has been creating more distrust of my fellow
humans recently for me. i will not
go into these events here.

however, i will say it can be quite difficult
for me to navigate my strong need for
extended periods of quiet solitude with
the demands of marketing and building a
name for my enterprises as well as a
general reality check with others.
i am still working on finding ways to be
more successful at balancing these two
opposing needs.

it seems all i want in life is very simple;
to go to my yoga classes and to create the
artwork. these two things give me much
pleasure. perhaps more than anything
else...

is this so wrong?