Monday Apr 21, 2008

0
Haven't been around.
New place doesn't have internet.
Life is treating me well.
I'm diggin' it.
But I just paid for daycare and rent and now I have noooo moneys frown
But aside from that everything is going well.

Catch you later homies.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
scottk:
Good, I was wondering how the new house was going. You just need wireless on your computer then you can steel internet of your neighbours. (not that I'll ever condone that sort of thing)
ta2dmom:
I'm glad to hear things are working out for you. I know you're going through some crap, but it seems you're doing great in spite of the circumstances. (((((hugs)))))
xoxo
kiss

Wednesday Apr 09, 2008

0
All that glitters is not gold,
Not all those who wander are lost.


I never stop.
lexiphanic:
I'm always wandering. I think I get ya.

Sunday Mar 30, 2008

0
I hate the feeling of not being able to trust someone.
Anyone.
I want to talk to people about how I'm feeling or, whatever, bullshit like that.
But recently whenever I'v done that it's always come back to me through someone else.
Because someone played fucking chinese whispers. And not only told my secrets but also managed to add on some exciting, untrue rumors.
Nothing...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
piksy:
*hugs* lady. i hope you things start looking up for you soon. kiss
devilsreject:
meh. this is why i talk to my ferrets. I tell them my most innermost feelings. They then stare at me like i am insane, and then we play.

Find one person, don't put an age limit on it, that you can trust and share everything with, knowing that it would never come back to haunt you. My bestest secret keeping friend is 30 years my senior, and i don't know what i would do without her.

Happy Birthday to the kiddo!

Thursday Mar 27, 2008

0



One day my hands were too soft,
One day she said, "I'm tired".
One day her clothes were on my floor,
One day, empty bottles.

Two people too damaged too much too late




I think I need to start taking those pills again.
booth83:
Hello....thats a great band and I dont know what I would do without pills. surreal
_chaos_:
Happy late birthday penny. kiss

Monday Mar 24, 2008

0
Bet you think that's pretty clever, don't you boy?

I've finally found. Stupid daycare for my stupid kid.
Wait. I mean.
Your kid is stupid.

Need water.
Meow meow.

Today has been so stressful.
need some lovin.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
xerxes:
kiss kiss
devilsreject:
doesn't mean what you have to say isn't important, i'd like to hear it

Monday Mar 24, 2008

0
Stuck in a rut
There is
Lack of air
Lack of light
Lack of colour

Are these my words
Or yours

Get in my head

I'm free
I'm ignoring sleep
I'm wasting time
I'm moving fast.

Stuck in a rut
Meaningless actions
Stuck in a rut
Set it alight
We're moving forward
We're stuck in a rut
Let go of my hand
You're stuck in...
Read More
barbados:
Great writing
lexiphanic:
Whether it's good writing or not is irrelevant. It is important to get the feelings out on paper (or screen). Stream of consciousness is a great way to do it. smile

Saturday Mar 22, 2008

0
Incredible.
Fucking incredible.
Can't stop thinking about it.

This is probably a bad idea.
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
booth83:
Your going to sell your farm and balloon across the world.........................

WAIT do you have a farm?
devilsreject:
i got nothin'. i am done with this thinking stuff.

Thursday Mar 20, 2008

0
I went to a strip club for the first time last night.
It was great.
A stripper took money out of my bra with her teeth.
It was hot.
My life is complete.

VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
scottk:
They are cool, but its to easy to walk out with no money.
Say happy birthday to Penny for me. smile
inkedmamajama:
lame-i was hoping to hear you squirted milk at a stripper, at the VERY LEAST.

Monday Mar 10, 2008

0

Read More
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
nymphetalona:
I just wanted to say those are the most adorable and gorgeous pics I've seen! You should be a very proud mumsie smile
booth83:
Hi, you have the cutest baby.

Sunday Mar 09, 2008

0
Yeeaaaayyyy
Found a place to live.
My brothers girlfriend has 2 rooms available. She said I can both of them for $100 a week.
She's awesome. And both rooms are downstairs so Pen and I get some privacy which is wicked.
So things are looking up.
Now I just have to sort out my money situation. Bleh.

In other news, I've lost 6 kgs, all...
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
nova_:
wow, thats cheap! congrats smile
soobie:
I lost about 8kgs over about 3~4 weeks not so long ago and I'm the opposite. All my pants now fit me again. I have jeans from around the late-90s that I hadn't thrown out (who knows why?) and I can wear the damn things again. I feel ripped off, because the idea was to contemplate getting some new clothes.

Thursday Mar 06, 2008

0
Can't sleeeep.

I need a house.
i need a flatmate.
No one wants to live with a baby though frown
I don't want to/can't afford to live by myself.
And I can't stay with my mother for much longer.
I fear for my sanity.

le sigh
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
scottk:
Sorry things are crap. I had heaps of trouble trying to find a house in Wellington as well. Probably all the students starting back. Your bub is gorgeous. You must be chuffed.
lonerdottierebel:
Hugs.

Tuesday Mar 04, 2008

0
I am so sick.
I have a fucken stomach bug and am just throwing up like crazy. It sucks.
Had to get Luke to take the day off work and take Penny because I can not cope today.
Being without him makes me sick.
I'm serious.
In the passed week and a half I have been more sick than I have been in the past...
Read More
devilsreject:
hiya friend!

hope you feel better.
Load more