elan

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Everything is so surreal right now
Im a visitor inside my own head
Looking around
Taking it all in

The world is spinning around me
Equilibrium is off
Think Ill throw up
Im so confused

Mine is a foreign body
Some shell Im stuck in
Wondering how I got here
Wondering why

Remember in Labyrinth
How Sarah was at the ball
She was dancing
Everything was grand
The way she thought it should be

She felt something was wrong
She looked around her
She knew it was unreal
She shattered it

This world of illusion
Its a thin faade
Looking around I feel it
But nothing I do can shatter it

Im doomed to be turned around
Its a superficial Ferris Wheel
I paid my quarter for whatever reason
And here I will remain

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My breasts hurt. I don't want to think about it. I'll get let down again.