So, I started bleeding today.
This is a good thing. Almost 2 months with no period. Of course I had to have assistance from drugs to have it. But I guess sometimes taking progesterone jump starts many people's cycles.
Now the decision comes... Do I avoid getting pregnant? If I get pregnant before Dec 15/16th I have the chance of having a Leo. I don't want a Leo. I know a lot of people don't believe in that shit, but I don't care... I know too many people who are Leos and I don't want to have to raise one...... BUT, if I am *supposed* to go through this.. and the soul that wants to be born needs to go through what Leo deals with, then who am I to argue? I know beggers can't be choosers. I would totally kick myself if I ovulated this month and then didn't ovulate again later.... *sigh* Nothings says I'll get pg right away anyway.. So I guess I'll just wing it. I'll just be praying for some really good, sensitive, humanitarian type signs elsewhere in said baby's chart
I know a lot of people think I'm a weirdo freak but you know, whatever.
This is a good thing. Almost 2 months with no period. Of course I had to have assistance from drugs to have it. But I guess sometimes taking progesterone jump starts many people's cycles.
Now the decision comes... Do I avoid getting pregnant? If I get pregnant before Dec 15/16th I have the chance of having a Leo. I don't want a Leo. I know a lot of people don't believe in that shit, but I don't care... I know too many people who are Leos and I don't want to have to raise one...... BUT, if I am *supposed* to go through this.. and the soul that wants to be born needs to go through what Leo deals with, then who am I to argue? I know beggers can't be choosers. I would totally kick myself if I ovulated this month and then didn't ovulate again later.... *sigh* Nothings says I'll get pg right away anyway.. So I guess I'll just wing it. I'll just be praying for some really good, sensitive, humanitarian type signs elsewhere in said baby's chart
I know a lot of people think I'm a weirdo freak but you know, whatever.
What's wrong with being a weirdo freak anyways?
thanks for the costume advice! dead things are always a good idea. i can't believe i didn't think of that!