Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I haven't really been up to much. I was sick for a while, but I'm better. I am so confused on what I'm going to do with my life. I really don't know if I'm with the person I'm meant to be with. The problem with that is that I could never hurt him, so I feel like I can't leave him. I wouldn't want to let him down. He's my best friend...
Last night I had a few friends over and we drank way too much. I woke up with the most horrible hangover ever. Apparently I was drunk calling people last night. I know this because I got a call from a friend back home. Apparently I had tried to call him. He thought it was funny, but I was a little embarrassed at how drunk I had been. Brad made us all breakfast this morning, it was delicious, but I wasn't feeling well, so I couldn't enjoy it like it deserved to be enjoyed. lol .
Well hope everyone is having a good weekend.

Last night I had a few friends over and we drank way too much. I woke up with the most horrible hangover ever. Apparently I was drunk calling people last night. I know this because I got a call from a friend back home. Apparently I had tried to call him. He thought it was funny, but I was a little embarrassed at how drunk I had been. Brad made us all breakfast this morning, it was delicious, but I wasn't feeling well, so I couldn't enjoy it like it deserved to be enjoyed. lol .
Well hope everyone is having a good weekend.

buggmod:
Wow sounds like you are going through some of the same stuff me and my girl are going through. If he is your best friend and you love him then let him go if you don't want him. No one deserves to have their feelings and time wasted. Just my thoughts. Hang in there and you will figure it out.