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good grief.

i'm so tired of being all hung up on that girl i used to have. it's been about 5 months now, and it's still on my mind all the time. scheming how to get her back, wondering what she's doing, writing poetry about it, blah blah blah. sometimes i get moments of clarity when i realize that there's nothing left for me to...
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cmplsvpoet:
"I want to say "fuck you, Lucy" for leaving me
I want to say "fuck you, Lucy" for not needing me
I want to say "fuck you",
'Cuz I still love you.
No, I'm not okay and I don't know what to do."

I know how you feel man. I have a Lucy too. HAD one. Tenga fe, amigo. Good guys will always have their day. Nice guys might finish last, but when they finish they're definitely the happiest.
cmplsvpoet:
yeah. it definitely does. it may sound like i'm blowing smoke up your ass at this point, but i was actually in the exact same situation then.

i mean i lied to the girl so much that she didn't even know me.

and when i finally realized what i had, she realized what she hadn't. so another one bites the dust.

oh well, as you crazy frenchies say, c'est la vie.

hehe

best of luck with that man
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it's been a few weeks since i've actually put anything of substance in this journal, so here we go...

school sucks. my 'reading week' starts tomorrow, but i'm just staying here while everybody else has gone home. it's kind of nice to have this place to myself...it's quiet (which doesn't often happen when us 5 guys are all in the house), and i can crank...
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lunna:
Thank You for being a great friend!
muzencab:
too good of a penis comment. Good show old man!!!
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dopalganger:
I wanted to comment on your choice of "Y tu mama tambien"

I thought it was very well shot, the acting was superb, BUT. the fact that two 18 year old Latino guys with girfriends were so intimidated, afraid, if you will, of sex with a lusty 28 year old seemed completely ridiculous to me. So much so it kinda ruined it for me. Im a goofy american kid, and when I was 18, the said peak of male sexuality, and a smokin hot chic was begging me to fuck her, she wouldn't have to ask twice...
lunna:
kiss
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there are times that walk from you
like some passing afternoon
summer warmed the open window of her honeymoon
and she chose a yard to burn
but the ground remembers her

there are things that drift away
like our endless numbered days
autumn blew the quilt right off the perfect bed she made
and she's chosen to believe
in the hymns her mother sang
sunday...
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what becomes of the brokenhearted?
lunna:
Thank you for your comment sweetie! kiss I can answer that you get strong and say bah I want to go eat ice cream.hehe
lunna:
Cool answers..thanks cutie and I'll talk to you later!

kiss
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man oh man

ok, here's what has happened.

last weekend i went out with a good friend of mine, mark, and i've known him for about 8 years or so. he's living in an apartment with this guy lenny & his cousin melissa. after meeting melissa a few weeks ago i thought she was pretty cool, was attracted to her, and wanted to get to...
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lunna:
kiss
sunnysunny:
requiem for a dream is too fucked up i hated it, it made me sick
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i feel good for about the first time since halloween, yes, hooray!

light at the end of the tunnel, redemption, all that stuff. i've seen the light and i'm not coming back. my goals are different, and i know that when i graduate with a degree in 3 months, the world is absolutely positively open to me, and i can do anything i want.

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miffy:
must stare into the mouse's eyes...
lunna:
Thank You! kiss
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apparently, i am Mildly Amused.

THE WORST TEST ON THE PLANET

robot robot robot
lunna:
Hey, I'm mildly amused too. kiss
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"what do i do this for?
got to get out some more
go out to the grocery store
meet someone that i'll adore

someone to make me laugh
someone to be my better half
keep my warm under the sack
share with me my midnight snack"

name that song and i'll love you for a very long time

love
lunna:
Damn, I wish I knew..it's kick ass whatever it is.kiss love kiss
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hello there.

so yes, christmas vacation is finally over. actually wasn't as bad as i was fearing..it was really nice to hang out with all of my old friends. i drank literally every day for the first 2 weeks, and only missed a couple out of the last week. i'm glad to be back so that i can take a break from the binging... puke

got...
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lunna:
haha..great comment sweetie. Thank You! kiss
loserboarder:
thanks for the well-wishing