same shit. different day.
waking up after having dreampt of your own death. good times, right?
why is it that the same lame excuses given to you (even the obviously lame) are the same ones you tend to use the most often?
'my cat has herpes..'
'i am gonna be busy carpeting my ceiling fan...'
'i would, but i got a benefit to go to...
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waking up after having dreampt of your own death. good times, right?
why is it that the same lame excuses given to you (even the obviously lame) are the same ones you tend to use the most often?
'my cat has herpes..'
'i am gonna be busy carpeting my ceiling fan...'
'i would, but i got a benefit to go to...
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malloreigh:
jesus cake, i laughed so hard at that, i snorted.
how embarassing. i really must have needed that laugh.
(the comment, that is, but the journal entry is pretty priceless as well.)
how embarassing. i really must have needed that laugh.
(the comment, that is, but the journal entry is pretty priceless as well.)
*EVIL CACKLE...
HAHHAHAHAHAHAA...MINE MINE MINE.....
i found it buried.
MINE!
Pathetic
10.8.03
you're losing ground
and all begins to fade.
nothing left to feel
its all turned into pain
between the lines it shows
buried, it starts to feed.
never good enough
always seemed just right
draining all my ambition
with every sight of you.
suffocating yet again
cause i see me...
pathetic.
dragging mind...
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HAHHAHAHAHAHAA...MINE MINE MINE.....
i found it buried.
MINE!
Pathetic
10.8.03
you're losing ground
and all begins to fade.
nothing left to feel
its all turned into pain
between the lines it shows
buried, it starts to feed.
never good enough
always seemed just right
draining all my ambition
with every sight of you.
suffocating yet again
cause i see me...
pathetic.
dragging mind...
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malloreigh:
painkilling is always good. well, not always, but usually. 
i see your pineapple. my answer is this:
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i see your pineapple. my answer is this:
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so, i am not sure if i told you this or if any of you know but since about sunday night i have been rather sick. it started out with a headache.
by monday, it escalated to muscle pains and nausea making it difficult to eat and difficult to think clearly.
tuesday i had still not eaten anything and the only thing that i could...
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by monday, it escalated to muscle pains and nausea making it difficult to eat and difficult to think clearly.
tuesday i had still not eaten anything and the only thing that i could...
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malloreigh:
yowch... that doesn't sound pleasant at all. but i mean, you're not dying, so that's a plus!
el_cu_cuy:
*dies.
its wierd how things can seem so unrealistic at times.
you wonder if what you are living is some sort of book; read by you in a distant future, recalling every memory. reveling in the dream. reliving the nightmare.
in the my following words i might sound like a complete moron, babling on about anything and everything, nothing and something.
my grandfather and my mother...
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you wonder if what you are living is some sort of book; read by you in a distant future, recalling every memory. reveling in the dream. reliving the nightmare.
in the my following words i might sound like a complete moron, babling on about anything and everything, nothing and something.
my grandfather and my mother...
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velvetwood:
The only treatment...is more cowbell.
malloreigh:
jet li will never die. like bruce lee.
its that time again!!
time to finally see me naked on some p2p link site?!
time for rhyme?
time for me to get attacked by a swarm of bees?!!
well....i wouldn't subject you to the first option, i am no doctor suess but i did get attacked by bees.
today i went outside to do a little yard work after i got off of regular...
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time to finally see me naked on some p2p link site?!
time for rhyme?
time for me to get attacked by a swarm of bees?!!
well....i wouldn't subject you to the first option, i am no doctor suess but i did get attacked by bees.
today i went outside to do a little yard work after i got off of regular...
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malloreigh:
mmm... raspberries.
yeah, i just recently found out cracker jack is vegan-friendly. i really really love caramel popcorn, so it was a great thing to find out i could eat cracker jack... even though it's not great as far as caramel popcorn goes.
yeah, i just recently found out cracker jack is vegan-friendly. i really really love caramel popcorn, so it was a great thing to find out i could eat cracker jack... even though it's not great as far as caramel popcorn goes.
malloreigh:
we were just laughing our asses off at that last night.
PO-TA-TOES
we were just laughing our asses off at that last night.
PO-TA-TOES
this week has still be hellacious.
coping with the death of mizer has been really really difficult. i honestly dont feel the same anymore. i can rarely go without faking a smile. i dont want people to think that i am dragging the whole situation on so i think i just put on this whole mask of emotion, trying to seem happy for the world....
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coping with the death of mizer has been really really difficult. i honestly dont feel the same anymore. i can rarely go without faking a smile. i dont want people to think that i am dragging the whole situation on so i think i just put on this whole mask of emotion, trying to seem happy for the world....
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malloreigh:
HAHAHA. fuck that's funny. i think it's funnier to not tell people things like that.
well, i would like to apologize for not being around. i know that there are maybe a select few of you that actually read my journal much less get the chance to talk to me.
my computer monitor got fucked up and hasnt worked for awhile. i got a new one but i havent really had the chance (nor energy) to plug the new one...
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my computer monitor got fucked up and hasnt worked for awhile. i got a new one but i havent really had the chance (nor energy) to plug the new one...
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malloreigh:
oh... *hugs* that's horrible... that's the hardest thing in the world. i lost one of my kitties in a very similar way. it's like losing a best friend, and losing a little bit of yourself, too, because you have to make the decision to do it...
el_cu_cuy:
it IS like losing a best friend and yourself. i feel guilty still eventhough i know it was the 'humane' thing to do.
thanks for the hugs, they are greatly needed and appriciated.
*hugs back...all kinds.
it IS like losing a best friend and yourself. i feel guilty still eventhough i know it was the 'humane' thing to do.
thanks for the hugs, they are greatly needed and appriciated.
*hugs back...all kinds.
hi and hello from the gutters of denver.
i am back home now. i had a really great time hangin out with wood out in washington. i am hoping that soon enough, he will be able to come back home for an overdue visit. quite a few people havent seen him in awhile. but, we DID play star wars: knights of the old republic on...
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i am back home now. i had a really great time hangin out with wood out in washington. i am hoping that soon enough, he will be able to come back home for an overdue visit. quite a few people havent seen him in awhile. but, we DID play star wars: knights of the old republic on...
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malloreigh:
yeah, that one's brand new. 
there're a bunch of new pictures.
there're a bunch of new pictures.
malloreigh:
HELL YES you should renew!
anyway, yeah. i know what monitor trouble is like... for a while i had one that i had to whack every few minutes because it would go black. that was interesting.
fanart fanart fanart! i looove fanart.
reply soon!
anyway, yeah. i know what monitor trouble is like... for a while i had one that i had to whack every few minutes because it would go black. that was interesting.
fanart fanart fanart! i looove fanart.
reply soon!
so, i am here in seattle. that rocks. right?
its good to be hangin with a friend i havent seen much in about a year or so. veerrry goood times.
we've mainly been chillin, playin star wars: knights of the old republic on xbox. i am on vacation and i am supposed to leave on friday night or something like that. i still wanna get...
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its good to be hangin with a friend i havent seen much in about a year or so. veerrry goood times.
we've mainly been chillin, playin star wars: knights of the old republic on xbox. i am on vacation and i am supposed to leave on friday night or something like that. i still wanna get...
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el_cu_cuy:
*is el.
haha!
that progressed.
haha!
that progressed.
malloreigh:
whatever, man. it's cool. a pirate's a pirate.
i had an infection in my lungs so i was doing nothing but taking meds and sleeping. i didnt even check it out.
but rest assured...i LOVES it.