Shes gone....... i fucken hate people, how certain people can just have no empathy. When these doctors or study directors fuck up, and they just say "oh its okay will just get more and try again" I hate days like today, work is always so much fun, i love doing it, then i realize what i do and what its for. They say "don't get attached, don't give them names" how the fuck can you not? i take care of them everyday, feed, clean, play with them and eveything.
I don't know why it bugs me so bad, a person can get hit by a bus, not really a big deal to me, animal gets hit, im killing the bus driver haha. i guess it seems like im the only one that feels bad, but i know i try to give them the best happy life that i can, considering the situation. I know anyone else wounldn't do the same, they would just be "subjects" or "models", but not to me, never.
I don't know why it bugs me so bad, a person can get hit by a bus, not really a big deal to me, animal gets hit, im killing the bus driver haha. i guess it seems like im the only one that feels bad, but i know i try to give them the best happy life that i can, considering the situation. I know anyone else wounldn't do the same, they would just be "subjects" or "models", but not to me, never.
silencia:
Oh, I'm sorry, man. That is rough. I get that way about animals and kids. I see them both as being very innocent creatures, and for their lives to end or be endangered, it fucking rips at my heart strings.