Eirian is kind of feeling in the dumples again.
Eirian knows...she is always up and down and down and up...it is even more confusing because she does not got in to all the nasty little details that build up to make her this way. Eirian just is at odds with life and she does not want to drag her friends into the mess of it all. Her current problems revolve around the happenings of her spring break. There were several arguments and much frustration...Eirian skipped school today, even though she could not afford to. She also intended on making a video, but she is not feeling up to it, many apologies. <-- She thought it might be fun to go back to 3rd person writing. 
Tis fun...a bit. Eirian is, however going to post some of the pictures she took, she is getting better, and she found out that her older sister wants to be a Suicide Girl. Those are 2 positives! Eirian's mind ponders the possibilities of a sister set. Eirian's next video will talk about Eirian in her Environment. Just to explain some things about it and how Eirian feels about it. Another sad note: It seems that Vanessa is leaving for good. Tis a great loss for SG, Vanessa is one of the Greats. Due to my flip flopping personality and my crazy schedule, I don't spend a lot of time in the groups, although I have posted a number of deeply emotional things in a few of the private groups and it would kill me if any one shared those comments. Truthfully, I stopped making personal post out if fear of others sharing them, even though I am not quite popular enough to have rumors spread about me. Any way, I believe that Vanessa speaks the truth...I am deeply saddened that she is leaving...that is all.
Vanessa's last set was wonderful....and take a look:
Eirian is so honored.
Easter, Family, Kid Photo shoot:
My Kitties:
Ryker's Kitties:
Eirian has loads more pictures she wants to share, including some of her initial self-shot pictures, but she wants to clean up her albums and organize them better...she will be doing that when she has some more time to spare.
Lastly, Eirian wants this picture of Bits as a tattoo on her left shoulder...she could use some help with the design if there are any good tattoo designers reading this blog...she is also considering turning Bits's head toward the viewer:
Eirian 
"I get up in the evening
and I ain't got nothing to say
I come home in the morning
I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain't nothing but tired
Man I'm just tired and bored with myself
Hey there baby, I could use just a little help!"
