eireann

I hate everything.
I'm in a constant state of confusion. Everytime I think I've got things worked out, I change my mind.
My head tells me to go one way but my heart tells me to go the other way.
I can't figure it out.

My life as I know it is in shambles. I was in love with my best friend and somehow that fell apart. I've always fallen back on my family but my family has fallen apart. I've got nothing to fall back on. I have no one to go to.
I'm trying to hold together but it gets harder and harder as time goes by... I think I will probably lose all of my composure soon and just fall apart. My strength is failing me for the first time in my 24 years on this planet...
and I don't know what to do.