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Doing better.

In a teeny bit of depression.
A little bit tired from all that's gone on.

But doing better nonetheless...
jorgedetroit:
Love for you and to you
mariothemonkey:
I miss talking to you
ooo aaa
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Ok, seriously.
I'll post for real this time.
I barely worked at all last month- the first week of April I was on vacation and the last week I was out on bereavement. I should be all nice and rested but instead I feel burned out. I'm anti-social, lazy, and my apartment is so messy I can barely stand it. I've spent the last week...
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c6h12o6:
I'm so sorry for your loss. I still can't pick my pieces up after my dad passed away back in December. (And hell, I still hadn't picked up the pieces from my divorce when my Dad died.) However, the only valid advice I can give you is that its ok to not feel good and its ok to collapse and find your life in shambles for the time being. She was important to you and she held things in place. When something like that is just not there any longer, of course it hurts. I wish you the best. Stay strong when you can, and when you can't, just rest.
oninotaki:
it was nice hanging out with you again last night, although next time set up an appointment, instead of asking me while I have been drinking please.
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My grandmother passed away yesterday...
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akumma:
Sorry, my prayers and condolences to you and yours.
syh:
If you need anything, I'm here.
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I don't have that much to say these days, mostly because I'm tired of talking about things that stink.

Work sucks; my branch is not getting enough checking accounts because it seems everyone is having financial trouble right now and no one wants my help; my district manager interprets this as we aren't doing anything.

My family is in pieces. I spoke to my mother...
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obeypabst:
Let's discuss happy things.
Puppies and kittens!

miao!!
robotlola:
frown I'm sorry things are so shitty babe. Be strong, be good, be safe. We'll have to get together and drink wine and eat cheese and crackers while watching the Discovery Times Channel.
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I am drunk and I hate it.
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syh:
I am not-quite sober and home. It is time to pass out.
norritt:
im not drunk and i hate it smile
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I hate everything.
I'm in a constant state of confusion. Everytime I think I've got things worked out, I change my mind.
My head tells me to go one way but my heart tells me to go the other way.
I can't figure it out.

My life as I know it is in shambles. I was in love with my best friend and somehow that...
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agentofoblivion:
well I try to be a bright spot in your craziness, but the last three times i have come to see you you were not there. frown
obeypabst:
Time is the enemy.

I mean hell, when the hell did I turn 31?
I used to be cool!
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so... here's what's new.
I work a million hours a week.
I miss my cat.
I have issues.

I guess I look at it this way... life always works itself out the way it was meant to be. I sort of feel like I am coming to a point where I have to make a decision I do not want to make yet... The thing...
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unique3:
I'm feeling you on this.

I also understand some of your issues, for I myself have them. *hugs*
syh:
No, I'm Big Brother. Just ask my little sister.
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My mom is home, she's supposed to be on bedrest but I'm here and she's not.
I guess bedrest doesn't always mean lounge around the house and rest.
Then again, I'm questioning a lot of things that I knew the answer to just a few weeks ago.

So... a poll for all of you.
If your s/o said any of the following things to you:...
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jillkristen:
You dont miss him because you never really loved him.. and anyone that truely loved you woul never have said those horrible things to you!
You dont deserve that.. no one does.. ignore him.. and move on with your life like you have been doing!
genevalw:
You are so sweet and you deserve better than someone who says that...but truth be told I do not know the whole story only what I read in this entry...what really matters is your heart???? What it says is what you need to listen to, because no advice from anyone will be able to change that for you. Kisses!
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So this last week and a half has been effing terrible...
Nick and I broke up on Tuesday for a whole slew of reasons I'd rather not talk about...
and on Sunday night I was falling asleep when my phone abruptly woke up to tell me my mother was having a heart attack and being rushed to the hospital..
I'm so tired...
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genghiskhan:
positive enegry. hearts and thai food
big_trouble:
Fuck. I'm really sorry, Eirean. Hope the outlook on your mom is good.
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You know that spot when you lose control for just a split second?
You know, when you're driving on a snowy day and your car fishtails for a second. Or when you're just buzzed enough where you lose some of your inhibitions but still have most of your senses about you? Maybe that second when a conversation you were in control of skates a little...
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nirbhao:
I'm glad you're still alive to tell the tale, girlie
ultraman:
pucker factor in full effect! enlightening... eeek
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Ok, now you can say it's effing cold.
When it is BELOW ZERO it is cold. My cat has positioned himself directly in front of the heat duct like he's a catsicle...normally he just sits in the windows.

It's been a very interesting week.
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robotlola:
hey gorgeous. stop by my house friday march 2nd and help me celebrate 23 years of innocence smile i haven't seen you in foreva!
phunkybrewster:
HOOCHIE? wink