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SILLY PUTTY STRETCHED TRUTH

In high school a friend had a button that he wore on his Levi's denim jacket that read 'FUCK 'EM IF THEY CAN'T TAKE A JOKE'. They couldn't. Each time he wore it and was summoned to the principal's office or a teacher wanted to 'discuss' it he had conveniently handed it off to a friend or hid it somewhere on...
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Ha. I write on my bathroom mirror in eraseable marker. It's genius if I do say so myself. It allows me to sleep at night. Whatever is on my mind I get up and write it down so I can get it off my mind knowing full well that it will be there for me in the morning, or the day after, until I get to it. My brightly colored to do list, staring back as I brush my teeth.

The other day I wrote "FUCK 'EM ALL"

Sometime I just write things, feelings, whatever.
It helps.
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One of the more mysterious aspects of irregular sex with women is the dot. And by irregular I mean not on a regular basis with the same woman. Occasional sex, once every few weeks. The inherent difficulty in these matters is the monthly arrival of the dot. The period. Aunt Flow. The rag. Menstrual cycle hit a snag. You get the imagery.

I'm not scared...
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Ola,

I commented on your jounral awhile ago. I read our profile and remembered your Monogamy view, it makes me laugh, I feel the same.

Let's be friends. It's easier to keep in touch that way. I'm a commitmentphobe, yet I cling to those that are as well. Maybe it helps me feel normal.
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"EITHER WE GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS OR . . ."

The band Kai Kln has been a staple of the Sacramento music scene for almost 20 years. They have failed to achieve success beyond the greater Sacramento area as bands like Cake, the Deftones or Mother Hips have been able to in limited exposure. The Sacramento music scene has died a horrible death and...
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Funny the spoon curves
Morning burble makes perfect
Warm, cold - endless chase
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DRINK ME


it's a couch it's refuge it's everything in between i don't understand why i understand and i can't stop it this fuzzy warble of an emotion that doesn't make any sense that is too real not to distance myself from where is the lactation machine where is the firm hand of solitude defy the thunder fight the lightning there's something on go away

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ON THE LIPS?


I turned and took a few steps back toward the door and Miles came chugging outside. I went to his level and he gave me a kiss. I looked up at Natalie and I said something, maybe it was "bye" as I walked toward my car. I was too busy trying not to cry like the two-year old Miles actually happens to...
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In the last week I started running through a question that has always seemed to bother me.


ZACHARY's SIDEBAR & GRILL

This is one of those examples where it is assumed I am being "negative". 'Bother me' seems to be quicker. And I am not a negative person. Really. I just seem to look at the worst-case scenario or deconstruct things and notice the bad...
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Mention up front your raging case of herpes and the fact that you're gay. If they like you and want to hang out with you platonicallhy, (which is what you say you want anyway, correct?) Then it shouldn't be a problem. If you are in fact lying on a subconscious level, and perhaps withholding the fact that you may find them romantically interesting from yourself even, well then, you'll be crushed when they turn you down.

I could think about this more, but I have a Logic exam tomorrow to study for. If anything comes up and your answered is revealed in process, I'll shoot on back by and let you know wink
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"DENIAL IS THE ULTIMATE VANITY."

There are certain events in life that you can relive over and over and continue to speculate ad nauseum. The virtual loop clicks like an 8mm film in your head. You can choose your replay in black and white. You can go with Technicolor. Go for the silent picture option of grainy and old tymey with turn of...
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