einglaswein

Thank you thank you thank you to every one who took the time to send me some happiness....i was trying to get myself mentally prepared for something.

Everything is fine. Tuesday was important. It involved a long ( and sometimes uncomfortable- repressed memories and such) talk with someone i knew would be able to point me back in the right direction.

You know what i love? Meeting people that you can have amazing conversations with, right off the bat...people that make your aura tickle, and make you wonder why you ever put up with (past and present) conversations that feel more like the teeth-pulling metaphor. Conversations that go places, and flow all kinds of ways, and are fascinating and make me all 'oh, oh, oh, i'm soooo excited to be alive right now, eeiii!!!!'

I am through with my capacity to tolerate, or settle for pretty much most everything, as of right now.

The only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that
won't let go of your life: your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away, but they're not punishing you, they're freeing your soul. If you're frightened of dying and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. If you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth. - Meister Eckhart

ps- i got a new laptop. i haven't set it all up yet, but it is very refreshing to have an 's' key again, instead of a little nubbin.