So, today it's my first homework for SG !
I choose this topic because I think it's important to know, why I wanted te be a suicide girl...
When I was 12/13 years old, I discovered internet and this website, suicidegirls.com
When I was young, pupils at school disliked me because of my hairs and body. They called be " The big Carrot.'' I was redhaired and a little bit fat for my tall... And this makes me so sad during all my scolarity.
During all there years, I continued to imagine me as a SuicideGirl, and I thinked... "when you grow." this community litteraly fascinated me. All these girls, so beautiful girls, so strong. So differents. It was a real GOAL in my life to become a suicide girl.
Two years ago, when i was 18, I did my first tattoo, in relation with a disease I have since 3 years now. And It was a real revelation. I loved that. I loved ink on my skin, to write on me all my pains and happiness. I continued to color my hairs like a rainbow, blue, red, pink, green, orange, purple... I tested all I wanted to test.
And I always visited this website... with admiration, and I thinked " I will never live up". And this year I tried. I tried to join this fabulous community, because I don't like other type of girls. Because I don't have friends who aren't inked or colored, because I wanted to realise a real fucking dream. And I did.
I'm now Hopeful, and it makes me so fucking happy in my life! I met a lot of incredible girls on this website, my frenchies are so magic, so beautiful, so perfect.
Thanks suicidegirls.com
sorry for my english level. ♥
thanks to miss Rambo, Lyxzen and Missy for their work on homeworks. ♥
