ugh! today has just been a steady decline for me. I got a therapist appointment finally, I took care of some more financial bullshit, and I called my boss to inform him of my return to work on Monday, May 16th. It usually feels good to get things accomplished but Im not feeling it today. I think I just overwhelmed myself over the past few days. Im a little freaked out about going back to work but Im eager to start working again, weird? I dunno? Im just not feeling good today and I dont care enought to do something abaout it. Im scared Im slipping back into the depression.
Ill see what tomorrow brings
Ill see what tomorrow brings