egorgry

Blah! more rain this weekend. I'm bored out of my mind. Sometimes I just don't know what to do with myself. When I feel like going out it's cold and raining when it's nice I'm afraid to leave teh house. maybe it's some subconscious excuse for not doing stuff, I dunno?

I have this friend and we got along real well. She's smart, funny, interesting, and has similar interest as me. She lives in NYC (not too far from me, about 50miles) anyway, I hadn't talked to her in a while. She was out of town on bussiness and she called me when she got back I was happy to hear from her and she asked me If I was busy, I said no I just got in from work. She said I'll let you get settled and call you back. I said okay. She never called back and when I called her she did not answer, hmmm?

A couple of days go by I notice she's on MSN so I sent her a message, "hey, I was just thinking about you" (which wasn't a lie I really was thinking about her) about 2 minutes go by and she closes teh chat window and logs off. WTF? needless to say I enjoyed this girls company and we always had something to talk about. This made me really sad. I see she's online now but I doubt she'll msg me. I'm certainly not going to msg her and get my little feeling all hurt again.