effigyofaltruism

For a Monday, this day wasn't all too bad. These last couple of days have actually been alright. Nothing to complain about...nothing to really say cept that I am damn glad to be me today. Well, let me go back to fantasizing about a certain red-head again....*drool*

Well I was jipped royally last night >.< Man I couldn't control myself for most of the night. I dont think I got more than an hours worth of sleep. All I could think about was taking the closest woman I could find and ravaging her all night long, flipping her over, watching how far I could enter her form and even exploring with my...
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Um well I had an interesting night yesterday. In any case, today is fucking cold. I really do need to do something about these windows because they are starting to piss me off...pssh letting wind get through them...how dare they! Well, I'll be here for most of the day...just contemplating, doing stuff, whatever I can do to keep myself busy cuz I know what will...
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Not sure about what is going on with me but I'm doing alright. things seem to be working out and then sometimes they dont seem to have worked out at all. Anyway, I have come to the conclusion that I am in love with someone...it kind of feels weird in some way but when I think about it its not surprising. Last night helped me...
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Well, it has been an interesting couple of days. Not complaining though. Wouldn't have changed anything that happened though I would have loved to prevent some of them. I'm doing well now. Had an interview today and got practically mauled by my entire department cuz they were all thinking that I am going to leave. Dun matter cuz I AM going to leave, even if...
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Ever feel like killing someone you dont even know? LOL That is how I feel right now...nuff said. S'all good though. Grrrrrrr

I dont know whats wrong with me today. I'm happy and sad at the same time. God I hate this. I'm used to my emotions fluctuating but damn...*sigh* Oh well...gonna go involve myself in something to distract.

I've never noticed this until recently. I can be really selfish with alot of things. Sometimes I dont even need to be or should be and yet I am. I tend to automatically link my emotions without even the slightest of thoughts. I put myself out there without even the slightest hesitation. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing...
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The solace of someone's body next to mine, absorbing me in her heat every single night. Wow, that is starting to become a dwindling hope. *shrugs* I have come to the recent realization that I will simply stop looking heh. There is no reason to continue looking for something that will only hide itself even more as I continue searching. This is no way means...
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Wow I am so glad I dont work tomorrow. Aside from the fact I actually have things to do in the morning, it is a much needed day off from all the crap that happened this week. Nevertheless, it was an overall good week. Met a few new people, got rid of others that were just annoying me to no end. I am still trying...
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Today was horrible period. If ever there was a time where I was at the brink of snapping, today was it. Generally I am the most calm and chilled person ever, but today I was an idiot away from cursing out every person I saw in a variety of Spanish expletives that would have made me feel all comfortable. In any case, I am glad...
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Yo I swear, people are dumb. They call me on my line asking me if I speak Spanish when that is exactly what I am doing. They dont listen to what I say when I am the freaking bank...ehem. Anyway, this site seems interesting enough to join. I will be sure to browse around though I only joined for one reason. Now leave me messages...
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