effigy

OK! HERE GOES...THIS YEAR IS GOING TO BE A HELL OF A LOT BETTER THAN LAST! OR SOMONE IS GONNA GET HURT REAL BAD!!!
MY HUBBY AND I HAVE SEPERATED AND WE PLAN TO DIVORCE. WHICH IS WHAT I NEED. LIFE CONTINUES TO BE SCREWY BUT I AM DOING WELL, THOUGH HE IS HAVING A VERY HARD TIME OF IT. I LOVE HIM DEARLY AND WOULD STAY BY HIS SIDE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, BUT NOT AS HIS WIFE. IT IS EASY TO CARE FOR HIM AND NURTURE HIM AND LOVE W/ALL OF MY HEART. IT'S JUST NOT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO ACT AS A "WIFE" TO HIM. I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THAT I AM "RESPONSIBLE" FOR HIM AND HIS WELL BEING. I HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO VIEW HIM AS A PEER.
THAT'S THAT!