Interesting thing that I discovered about cancelling your account. It actually doesn't remove it, it just cancels your recurring payment. So my account will still be around until the 22nd. What to do with eight days left on the site? I figured a poem a day from some of darker series would be fun. Kind of give you an incite into the sick fuck that is me.
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parents who didn't understand me
ignored who i was
i just wanted to be free
they thought i was the perfect child
didn't know i was far from mild
wandered the dark
during the lack of light
i left my mark
still that way
to this very day
wake up a morning
waiting for the night
seeking my demons
each day i fight
to survive myself
i seek release from my terror
but can't get away
since my terror is me
can't run
can't flee
can't escape
can't find my way out
can't find my way back home
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parents who didn't understand me
ignored who i was
i just wanted to be free
they thought i was the perfect child
didn't know i was far from mild
wandered the dark
during the lack of light
i left my mark
still that way
to this very day
wake up a morning
waiting for the night
seeking my demons
each day i fight
to survive myself
i seek release from my terror
but can't get away
since my terror is me
can't run
can't flee
can't escape
can't find my way out
can't find my way back home