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i've been fortunate to have a gig where lately i haven't been called away to work. so, i have trolled around here and learned some things, drooled over the endless amounts of beautiful women, and made a few new friends...all great right??
well, 1st off...or am i on 2nd now?? either way...my perception of SG was of course the incredible Girls and members here...but what i had believed was a base theme was that "we are who we are and fuck you if you don't like it" i recognize the sentiment of that being saved for "main-stream" media and the "molds" of "normal-peoples" ideas. SGs not being part of that "brand" of beauty. I am 100% on board with that concept and honestly feel that there is not woman whom i would be more attracted to than an SG.
i feel that the core of every human is the desire/need to be loved and to love. I know for 100% of the people I know, this is true. i would tend to say about 99% of everyone else, this is probably true as well. i think the greatest feeling in the world is to feel that, to some person, you mean the world. so, in this strive to find the ONE, many people lose themselves, many people destroy others, many become "someone" else, and others just hide from any potential pain.
well....my point, had i made it way back when, was that it's screwed to see how many people try to manipulate love from others and they haven't learned to love themselves first. done