edward_h

They have said I have a condition, costochondritis, swelling of the muscles in the rib-cage right over my heart, they also said its harmless. i know its a broken heart the disease of loneliness I don't need a doctor to tell me such things. I have been addicted to the worst. And yet a truth I found, was that love and drugs both destroy your soul from the inside out. Maybe not at first but when you crave and can't get a fix, you'll become the worst version of yourself. Ask yourself, " have I ever been wounded bad' have I ever pooled my own blood and felt white and humble. Even after the wound is mended and healed the memory will remain as clear as the scar , often more painful. My only question worth knowing the answer to is have I become too jaded to share another's breath even for a moment , will I walk hand and hand again as if I was walking as one and alone , feeling whole, I heard a man once say happiness is not something everyone deserves, but when life goes well its a sudden gift , savor that while you can because it can not last forever. Life is finite, kiss the girl while you can, for even moments turn to dust. Whats your fight? - Edward H.