So. a proper update. 
maybe.
Anywho, it's the fourth of July... meaning even if I wanted... which I do... I will not be able to sleep for hours. Stupid patriotic fireworks... ooooh pretty! Oh dammit shut up you stupid Id, i'm trying to get some rant out.
I did all my celebrating yesterday. It was fun. I got to go to woodland to see the parental units and romp around.
So life is going well for me. I will be with paycheck on friday. I am trying to decide how to spend it
I don't have many bills, but I have to make some major decisions about where and when my stuff goes to what place... and I also have to work on the buggity-poo.
My CD player broke and I am not driving to EUGENE all on my lonesome with a lame ass tape deck and no reception
I am meeting awesome people at work. Dawn and Trip are cool, if you want to, check out empty noggin it's a pretty wicked site. I know I have seen reference to it here... I just can't seem to remember where or when. Dawn used to live in my apartment, not like the same building or some shit.. no same mother fucking apartment! Jay is pretty awesome too... and he's benifiting from the Eden blow out. AKA... he takes shit that needs a home before the end of the month. Lindsey is "chill," she and I share a peircer! Brie and Adrienne rock my socks.... everyone really. It's just nice to work with cool people.
Nicer still if they all like me. I hope they do, I really don't want to work at another job where I am the odd one out. It's no fun I tell you. But we shall see... i think I annoy everyone. dammit. Oh well. I'm really there for a paycheck anyways.
Carol is slowly but surely moving on the cleaning up so I can come live front. I have been packing boxes.. My skin itches. I know it has no relevance to anything, it just does.
God damn does it itch.
I'm lonely.
I know it has little bearing on real life, but the way he left is really becoming a point of ick with me. that and him going after kerrie, that sickens me. if they do end up together, I will lose her, because I won't be able to take it. I know I won't. I may be strong, but not that strong.
fuck it, not important right now!
oooooh, I got a letter from photomares it was awesome and came on the right day! YAY!
Anywho, it's quieting down, time to find my traumatized cat and snuggle her till she purrs... fuck.. spoke to soon, there they go again... fuckheads.
Patriotism is not blowing shit up and getting sulfur in the air... PRETTY!
Dammit, I can't seem to rectify the pretty vs. fuckhead attitudes I have.
Well, if you need me... message me, mail me, call me, maul me
maybe.
Anywho, it's the fourth of July... meaning even if I wanted... which I do... I will not be able to sleep for hours. Stupid patriotic fireworks... ooooh pretty! Oh dammit shut up you stupid Id, i'm trying to get some rant out.
I did all my celebrating yesterday. It was fun. I got to go to woodland to see the parental units and romp around.
So life is going well for me. I will be with paycheck on friday. I am trying to decide how to spend it
I don't have many bills, but I have to make some major decisions about where and when my stuff goes to what place... and I also have to work on the buggity-poo.
My CD player broke and I am not driving to EUGENE all on my lonesome with a lame ass tape deck and no reception
I am meeting awesome people at work. Dawn and Trip are cool, if you want to, check out empty noggin it's a pretty wicked site. I know I have seen reference to it here... I just can't seem to remember where or when. Dawn used to live in my apartment, not like the same building or some shit.. no same mother fucking apartment! Jay is pretty awesome too... and he's benifiting from the Eden blow out. AKA... he takes shit that needs a home before the end of the month.
Lindsey is "chill," she and I share a peircer! Brie and Adrienne rock my socks.... everyone really. It's just nice to work with cool people.
Nicer still if they all like me. I hope they do, I really don't want to work at another job where I am the odd one out. It's no fun I tell you. But we shall see... i think I annoy everyone. dammit. Oh well. I'm really there for a paycheck anyways.
Carol is slowly but surely moving on the cleaning up so I can come live front. I have been packing boxes.. My skin itches. I know it has no relevance to anything, it just does.
God damn does it itch.
I'm lonely.
I know it has little bearing on real life, but the way he left is really becoming a point of ick with me. that and him going after kerrie, that sickens me. if they do end up together, I will lose her, because I won't be able to take it. I know I won't. I may be strong, but not that strong.
fuck it, not important right now!
oooooh, I got a letter from photomares it was awesome and came on the right day! YAY!
Anywho, it's quieting down, time to find my traumatized cat and snuggle her till she purrs... fuck.. spoke to soon, there they go again... fuckheads.
Patriotism is not blowing shit up and getting sulfur in the air... PRETTY!
Dammit, I can't seem to rectify the pretty vs. fuckhead attitudes I have.
Well, if you need me... message me, mail me, call me, maul me
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[Edited on Jul 09, 2005 4:32PM]
It's awesome that you are working with cool people. I wish i could say the same, but at my last two jobs I've been the odd one out. It sucks. Mostly because I was the only person there that didnt speak spanish, so I got to be the butt of many, many jokes.
I hope your weekend is going well.