Ok so I know now who has been doin this...and hopefully it's over. But for the past 2 years I've been getting very odd messages from people who think they know me, but really have been talking to my impersonator and I guess she's been doin this for quite a while now. Well the following will explain it all.. but yet a little confusing... .
This is the e-mail I got from her yesterday...
Edea,
this is a long email..and it would mean a lot if you did read it. its not a sob story, I have wanted to contact you for a long time.
I met "you" in a chat years ago..and the girl told me she was you, had a boyfriend over the internet all this shit. I got an email that she killed herself from this guy and him and I met up one day later on ..I later found your suicide girls profile and realised it was a lie.. she once asked me to tell him me had met, she gave me a huge reason as to why..so I did.I dont know why... I dont know who she really was, we talked to one of her family members but they refused to talk to us about it. I dont know why I started using those pictures..I dont remember any of why I did it and Im sorry. Im being blunt with you this is not a sob story. I formed a life around myself that wasent real. I am paying for it 100% now, and please know I am sorry. I told all the people that I had talked to except for a few that I later met in person accidentally...but I did cut off contact.
I have my own emails, bme account, myspace..and I stopped.
I know I sound crazy, and you do have every right to think that. It just wasent meant to hurt you or anyone ... after that girl lied I overthought it to no end. She was my bestfriend for a long time, thats where the best friend part came in. I made a life around what she made me think and kept it up I dont know why.. after a while it felt like I didnt know what I was. That girl who pretended to be you hurt a lot of people in the end, especially leaving it at no answers...and I realised I did the same. I dont think I can even find the words to make you understand how stupid I feel for doing the same.
Im young, quite stupid actually.. and It is my fault, Im not placing any blame on ANYONE else. I just dont know how it got so far and I kept digging deeper into it. I was never obsessed with you, or anything that crazy. It completely fucked with my mind when the girl did that.. I was young when it happened. Im probebly younger then you think.
Something seemed safer about making it real instead of dealing with it.. and I realised that a while ago. The problem was eventually I couldent live up to you or her.. I just started dealing with the fact that Im not that, Im not her .or you..just me and its hard thing to get used to..
I feel bad also because I know you're not going to know how to respond to me.. I really dont mean to put this on you. It seemed important for you to know that I didnt mean harm on anyone. I know this doesent make it ok..
I havent had the guts to tell that girls.. ex boyfriend that she isnt real. Im not sure how I should or if I should I dont want him to find out the way I did. It was a shock...
My life wasent based on you, please dont think that. I didnt mean you as my best friend and the things.. I told the person who told you , were real. It was the picture..just the picture. If the hobbies or interests matched it was all I knew of that girl ..or they were my own interests..
reading this back I do sound crazy, and Im sorry...
"You" were a big part of my life in too many ways, and I do wish I never met that girl pretending to be you. and I do wish I didnt do the same... It just felt important that you knew I was sorry..
It would also mean a lot if you didnt forword this to the person who talked to you.
My name is ******** if it means anything.. Im from *******..
I just cant figure out how to make you understand that I didnt want it this way, I never meant to start it. There were so many things wrong and for some reason keeping her real fixed it. I do hope you forgive me, I know its not ok ..
There was just more to it... then it seems, its not an excuse ..Im just saying.
its over..I promise.
and it must be a creepy thought knowing "you" had this much impact on me, Im sorry...You seem like an awesome person, and I really hope things are well with you..
And again I am sorry...
So now I'm pondering on how to respond to that and I don't want to be mean..she's just a teenager who's confused with herself. But apparently she has gotten people to fall in love with her *me* and has formed many friendships as me. So what on earth would you say to her in respond?
Well becides all that I'm super excited about am upcoming photoshoot
So get ready for some Edea awesomeness!
K well I'm out for now but check out my awesome bracelets and handmade stuff
HERE
~more coming soon!
This is the e-mail I got from her yesterday...
Edea,
this is a long email..and it would mean a lot if you did read it. its not a sob story, I have wanted to contact you for a long time.
I met "you" in a chat years ago..and the girl told me she was you, had a boyfriend over the internet all this shit. I got an email that she killed herself from this guy and him and I met up one day later on ..I later found your suicide girls profile and realised it was a lie.. she once asked me to tell him me had met, she gave me a huge reason as to why..so I did.I dont know why... I dont know who she really was, we talked to one of her family members but they refused to talk to us about it. I dont know why I started using those pictures..I dont remember any of why I did it and Im sorry. Im being blunt with you this is not a sob story. I formed a life around myself that wasent real. I am paying for it 100% now, and please know I am sorry. I told all the people that I had talked to except for a few that I later met in person accidentally...but I did cut off contact.
I have my own emails, bme account, myspace..and I stopped.
I know I sound crazy, and you do have every right to think that. It just wasent meant to hurt you or anyone ... after that girl lied I overthought it to no end. She was my bestfriend for a long time, thats where the best friend part came in. I made a life around what she made me think and kept it up I dont know why.. after a while it felt like I didnt know what I was. That girl who pretended to be you hurt a lot of people in the end, especially leaving it at no answers...and I realised I did the same. I dont think I can even find the words to make you understand how stupid I feel for doing the same.
Im young, quite stupid actually.. and It is my fault, Im not placing any blame on ANYONE else. I just dont know how it got so far and I kept digging deeper into it. I was never obsessed with you, or anything that crazy. It completely fucked with my mind when the girl did that.. I was young when it happened. Im probebly younger then you think.
Something seemed safer about making it real instead of dealing with it.. and I realised that a while ago. The problem was eventually I couldent live up to you or her.. I just started dealing with the fact that Im not that, Im not her .or you..just me and its hard thing to get used to..
I feel bad also because I know you're not going to know how to respond to me.. I really dont mean to put this on you. It seemed important for you to know that I didnt mean harm on anyone. I know this doesent make it ok..
I havent had the guts to tell that girls.. ex boyfriend that she isnt real. Im not sure how I should or if I should I dont want him to find out the way I did. It was a shock...
My life wasent based on you, please dont think that. I didnt mean you as my best friend and the things.. I told the person who told you , were real. It was the picture..just the picture. If the hobbies or interests matched it was all I knew of that girl ..or they were my own interests..
reading this back I do sound crazy, and Im sorry...
"You" were a big part of my life in too many ways, and I do wish I never met that girl pretending to be you. and I do wish I didnt do the same... It just felt important that you knew I was sorry..
It would also mean a lot if you didnt forword this to the person who talked to you.
My name is ******** if it means anything.. Im from *******..
I just cant figure out how to make you understand that I didnt want it this way, I never meant to start it. There were so many things wrong and for some reason keeping her real fixed it. I do hope you forgive me, I know its not ok ..
There was just more to it... then it seems, its not an excuse ..Im just saying.
its over..I promise.
and it must be a creepy thought knowing "you" had this much impact on me, Im sorry...You seem like an awesome person, and I really hope things are well with you..
And again I am sorry...
So now I'm pondering on how to respond to that and I don't want to be mean..she's just a teenager who's confused with herself. But apparently she has gotten people to fall in love with her *me* and has formed many friendships as me. So what on earth would you say to her in respond?
Well becides all that I'm super excited about am upcoming photoshoot
So get ready for some Edea awesomeness!
K well I'm out for now but check out my awesome bracelets and handmade stuff
HERE
~more coming soon!
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On top of that lie
We found out she was saying a lot more other lies, mostly about her friends. Pathetic huh? She got a bunch of neo nazis wanting to beat my good friend Jeff up. Saying how he was talking shit about them. Shes fucked in the head. Who would do that to a friend? Thats how she deemed Jeff. I dont think that she met someone pretending to be you. She was pretending to be you.
Shes a compulsive liar, or just fucking crazy.
I'm sorry I can't be sympathetic to the situation.
Woo theres my rant.
I didn't know that this was such a common thing for crazies to do. I was misled by a different (?) girl who was pretending to be a different SG (Kiki). I wonder if it was the same girl, or if there are a whole bunch of crazies out there impersonating the hottest girls on the net.
I think you should pretend to be her pretending to be you. It won't help anything, but it will be confusing.