homesick....
homesick never really strikes you till you have no one around, no one to talk to, no one to listen to, and nothing to do. Never really felt homesick until i had to spend 22hours a day alone, with no one to talk to and nothing to do but to think..and thats what hurts most of all.
most people pretend it dosnt bother them, and who knows maybe im the only one it does, but when its people around your mind isnt on those thaughts or im just masking the fact that im sad. No point pretending that your some macho man who doesnt get sad when everyone knows you do.
hurts me the most is the last time i saw my dad , he was crying cause i was leaving....
anyways enough venting to a random blog no one will read... its just to get my thaughts out there.
thanks...
homesick never really strikes you till you have no one around, no one to talk to, no one to listen to, and nothing to do. Never really felt homesick until i had to spend 22hours a day alone, with no one to talk to and nothing to do but to think..and thats what hurts most of all.
most people pretend it dosnt bother them, and who knows maybe im the only one it does, but when its people around your mind isnt on those thaughts or im just masking the fact that im sad. No point pretending that your some macho man who doesnt get sad when everyone knows you do.
hurts me the most is the last time i saw my dad , he was crying cause i was leaving....
anyways enough venting to a random blog no one will read... its just to get my thaughts out there.
thanks...
vigil_:
*hugs*