First off, let me first thank everyone for your kind comments, all the love, and all the follows. You all have no idea how much your support means to me. Second, to all of you that hung in with me during my dark times XOXOXOXO, thank you so very much. I believe that I am better now and I have faith that I can stay this way.
I know that there is a depression group on this site... I should have used it a bit more. I have been battling Bi-polar Depression since I was 14 years old. Every time we figure out the right medications and I'm doing good I stop taking them. In my eyes its me who is better, and not the medications working. I WILL NOT do that this time! I have had many struggles in my life, I've worked through them. I know that I can do it again.... many times. I know that there are a lot of people who talk about depression as if its nothing. It is a very serious disease. As much as I hate taking the pills, I will admit they help. Along with regular chiropractor visits, and TONS of therapy.
And now, I am back and ready to do some serious work.