ed

Colour me confused.
I hope that you are doing as good as possible in whatever situation it is you are in.

who WAS engaged? You? Hm. We just don't talk like we used to. We were so close, you and I.....oh wait. That wasn't you. Nevermind. Sorry if things aren't working out though.

cutie.... i am far from snr. greatest, but thank you anyway!
just chugging along trying make some art and trying to get paid...
posting some new stuff soon, keep an eye out sugar!
a-fucking-dorable puppy for an a-fucking-dorable girlie girl!

I am more inclined to believe that my liver has plain given up. So be it. Now it's off to try be good for a while. I'm so terrible at being good.

Wounding on a chocolate chip is fucking amazing that's awesome. I am so looking forward to that story.

[Edited on Mar 01, 2005 2:44PM]

Bah.
If you're a boy, you filll me with hope.
And some other emotions that are wierd and deeply confusing.



I like your woodcut.

Printmaking. I wish I had taken that course. My friend made the coolest stuff there.

i just buzzed my hair off too. i think im going to freeze to death

Man has it been since the 26th since I seen white noise? It still sucked...

I just got over being a ball of argh recently. Daily meditation goes a long way towards calming you down. Give it a shot, you can probably find some guided meditation MP3s online - just pop it in your iPod or burn it on a CD, and take a little while to get your shit together each morning.

OOO, i want to play!


lets see...relaxing...survey, copied from Ed...always fun when more people join in...hoping for a job in my field...maybe a move to San Francisco because i am fed up with driving....

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. V
2. My real name
3. Santia or Ndoki (...misfit...ha-de-fuckin'-ha)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I love to ride my bike
2. I love to sing by myself
3. I love making people truly laugh

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. lapse in motivation/putting it off
2. too worried at times to enjoy life
3. being too fucking nice

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Ecuadorian
2. Spanish
3. dreamer

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. why it's allright to kill things, but not all right to talk about sexuality
2. the need to believe that God prefers one religion over all.
3. entertainment through the pain and suffering of others (reality tv)

FOUR THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. my ex boss
2. people who try to act as though you're good friends as they proceed to stab you in the back
3. salespeople
4. customers

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. heights, to a certain extent
2. storms on the coast
3. windows that don't open

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. fresh air
2. music
3. stories

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. poncho
2. spidey shirt
3. pajama pants

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. picture of the ocean as seen from the herts castle
2. my compass set
3. slides of some paintings i did sometime ago

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. cock sucker (reserved for the assholes that cut me off on the freeway while talking on the cellphone and eating a sandwich)
2. awesome
3. God Dammit!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. system of a down
2. the yeah yeah yeahs
3. the white stripes

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. somewhere over the raindbow version by Israel kamakawiwo'ole
2. hey ya! by outkast
3. spanish caravan by the doors

PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. The girl
2. mary and carlos
3. myself

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Good touchin'
2. Being exactly who we are and enjoying
3. someone who makes me laugh

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Sense of self
2. Sense of humor
3. Creative, dammit.

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Fly a plane
2. Have "multiple relationships"
3. surf

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Artin' it
2. reading
3. Makin' foodsies

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1.a job in graphic design
2. a lemon water
3. Caaaar

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. networking computation
2.video game designer
3. Writer

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. the path of santiago de compostella
3. Egypt

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Traveltraveltravel
2. to give everyone hope
3. to have people help each other so much that it will be so common that we won't think anything of it

THREE WAYS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO DIE
1. At the hands of my doppleganger(ooo, that's a good one ed....the doppleganger dies too right?)
2. Blaze of glory (and a smile)
3. saving someone i love


fin

Making the field fertile
The Zen master entrusted the disciple with looking after the rice patch.
In the first year the disciple took care that the necessary water was never lacking. The rice grew strong and it was a good harvest.
In the second year he had the idea of adding a little fertilizer. The rice grew fast and the harvest was bigger.
In the third year he used more fertilizer. The harvest was even bigger, but the rice came up small and had no shine to it.
If you go on increasing the amount of fertilizer, you will have nothing of any value next year, said the master. You give someone strength when you give a little help. But you weaken him if you help too much.

blah.

you should save some and paint something?
that alot a lotr ooh i wanna see that house too it beats the house with a removeable hose at the kitchen sink so you can wash dishes faster atlhough thats kinda cool too

smoking is good

you don't know me, i am bored and nearby.

bob

Ed your the best.. thats the best B-day gift that anyone could ever ask for. Yup food is he best. Too bad about the eye lashes... oh well. Theyll grow bk.. lol P.s I suck at spelling(the edit)

[Edited on Jan 13, 2005 9:31PM]

yes Ed you need sleep....sleep will restart you..lol get well.

I guess just anything interesting or pretty, nice scenery or architecture.

dont work too hard

Post NYE. Tell me all about it! I wanna go there.

Nice, so I cooked your Entree. I'm glad that you enjoyed it.