ectasia

hmmmm. long time no talk...probably because life is at a standstill and i feel like im in a mexican standoff.

I'm both excited and nervous for school to start. After everythign that's happened this summer I'm not so sure how things are going to be.

In other news, does anyone know how to make my friends pictures appear above their names on my profile?

two words: get bent

ok. to the best of my knowledge having someone never be ok hanging out with you when their friends are around, and openly admitting that they dont like hanging around you when others are around, is in fact insulting. i dont think anyone who was really interested in my feelings would behave like that. i mean i can understand if something makes you feel uncomfortable...
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Sometimes I feel like I'll never love anyone else. Sometimes I feel like I will but I won't want to.

so i have a dilemma. i need to figure out a way to guarantee i'll have the wednesday in september i need off to go see alkaline trio and reggie and the full effect. i'm just not sure how i'll swing it yet because i wont have been working at my new job for very long at that point. also, am i really going to...
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Hell motherfucking yes. I love it when things work out for me, especially when it comes to jobs and finances.

*feeling a little rejected*

seriously. this has to stop. or my head is going to stop processing normal things because it will be too occupied with this. oh wait, too late.

you know. sometimes someone not wanting to let you in just hurts. i know it shouldnt because it should just be something your flattered by when it happens, but when they dont for some reason i feel left out.