i feel utterly alone right now. every last one of my new friends is now on a no list because their loyalties still lie with my ex and now he doesnt want anything to do with me apparently, so i assume neither do they. all my old friends wont return my calls. i need to find some new friends that wont ditch out on me when things get tough because thats what i really need right now.
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