She's rolling on the floor, wrapped in a fur blanket, a bottle of Popov Vodka in her hand and shouts, "POPOOOV!! My only friend."
And today, you think of her in this way.
We had some fabulous times. Until the last year I was always very happy with you. Then long nights with someone else became more important to you. Drinking became everything, not just...
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And today, you think of her in this way.
We had some fabulous times. Until the last year I was always very happy with you. Then long nights with someone else became more important to you. Drinking became everything, not just...
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One resolution was to spend less time on social media... I was even planning on deleting my Facebook.
Today I opened a Twitter account.
EPIC FAIL
Today I opened a Twitter account.
EPIC FAIL
oracle:
lol ya, you kinda went the other way on that one.
I love my brother.
I knew that seeing him this holiday season would make me feel a lot better and put my life in perspective. It was really hard going through the holiday alone, but luckily Christmas night my brother and I had a nice long chat about all of our problems. Also, hearing the sorts of things he's going through in his life really...
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I knew that seeing him this holiday season would make me feel a lot better and put my life in perspective. It was really hard going through the holiday alone, but luckily Christmas night my brother and I had a nice long chat about all of our problems. Also, hearing the sorts of things he's going through in his life really...
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nimhpip:
Positive is always a good thing 
Have a great new year.
Have a great new year.Worst.Holiday.Season.Ever.
I fucking hate this all right now. Cold, alone, tired and I cannot sleep.
The only thing I want cannot be purchased, cannot be wrapped, cannot even really be given to me.
So I sit here: head pounding from the crying and from the wine.
I try to be strong: but I fail so fucking hard.
Play video games, where I can go pretend...
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I fucking hate this all right now. Cold, alone, tired and I cannot sleep.
The only thing I want cannot be purchased, cannot be wrapped, cannot even really be given to me.
So I sit here: head pounding from the crying and from the wine.
I try to be strong: but I fail so fucking hard.
Play video games, where I can go pretend...
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snowmiser:
it shall turn around, my friend. it shall.
holidays suck anyway. but happy sucky holidays to you...
holidays suck anyway. but happy sucky holidays to you...
strider57:
The first Christmas after my wife of 21 years died, I was alone on Christmas morning feeling very depressed. My son was away in the military where I literally didn't know from day to day if he was alive, or dead and at 47, I couldn't figure out how my otherwise charmed life had suddenly gone so far off the tracks!! I was sleeping on a cot at my shop, because Hurricane Rita had destroyed my home three months previously, so I was relegated to taking whore baths from the bathroom sink and living on fast food. To say that I was at the lowest point of my life would definitely be an understatement!! Point being, I survived and moved on with my life. Not because what was happening was how I had planned, or wanted my life to be, but because despite all the bad, life goes on!! That was eight years ago and over the past eight years I've had some really great times and some definitely not so great times!! Welcome to life in the real world, it isn't always rainbows and fairy tale endings!! Life is what you make it, and it's all on you to make it the best it can be!! You're killing yourself over a hopeless alcoholic who has now decided his life isn't miserable enough, so he's thrown some hard drugs into the mix just to see how much more he can screw it up!! SCRAPE him off dear, he's not worth it!!
Needing some love... Just found out that the ex has turned to coke to assist (?) with the drinking. I know that I did the right thing in leaving him, and this certainly reassures it-it just hurts so much. Watching someone I love waste away and destroy their body, mind and life is so hard. I want to be able to be there for him,...
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codemonkeym:
Sorry. It really sucks. I've known people that destroyed themselves like that. 
Stay strong!
Stay strong!
jayded1:
I was in a similar situation. It is not fun, just remember you made the right choice.
JUST got in the door from an awesome night out! 4:30, got home at 2:30, just spent a very hot two hours making out with a complete hottie. Best part? When he said, "thank you for having the self control to stop us, I often fail at." Might have been facetious but I don't think so and I don't fucking care.
SWOON
SWOON
strider57:
Well, from your description of events it sounds as if our woodbe PUA needs to work on his game a bit more. To properly "dis" or "neg" a girl, the dis really should come wrapped in a compliment. For example...Wow, that's a nice bracelet..(now pause)...my Mom likes costume jewelry too, and say it with a smile so she thinks you're just picking, but she's not completely sure? The point is not to blatantly insult the girl, you just want to evoke a playful response from her while keeping her a bit off balance. Now, she might object and insist the bracelet is not costume jewelry, in which case, I'd take her by the hand while asking for a closer look. This is called "anchoring." Anchoring is nothing more than innocent touching, but you want to anchor the girl as much as possible without it becoming obvious, so she becomes comfortable with your touch. You might scoff at the things I'm telling you, but believe me this stuff really does work, most of the time. Any average guy who learns the proper technics and is confident in his skills can have as many women in his life and his bed as he wants. It's easy to create attraction, if you know how to do it, which obviously the guy you described doesn't. It sounds like he might have bought a copy of The Mystery Method and skimmed through it, but he's not doing it right!!
waldo_jeffers:
Yuletide Greetings!!
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just posted something I did not mean to.. ooops
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strider57:
Alas, we snooze, we lose...
maineville:
Posted something well it wasn't here and i hope it wasn't somewhere you can get in trouble for
Been trying to write an essay all day... been taking Skyrim breaks... It's sort of turned into playing Skyrim all day with essay writing breaks...
Oh well, it's only due tomorrow at midnight!
Oh well, it's only due tomorrow at midnight!
tadkil:
You might have stirred up some goodness in your unconscious mind! See what sleep brings.
ron4164:
Games will get you.
Games will get you. Weirdest guy at the pub tonight...
So he sees a girl sitting alone at the bar. He buys her a shot... pretty normal...
Then his friend, who originally started sitting next to her starts talking to her so the first guy buggers off.
Then at the end of the night he comes over to make fun of her for the type of phone she has...
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So he sees a girl sitting alone at the bar. He buys her a shot... pretty normal...
Then his friend, who originally started sitting next to her starts talking to her so the first guy buggers off.
Then at the end of the night he comes over to make fun of her for the type of phone she has...
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snowmiser:
you don't have an iphone?? geeeesh......
strider57:
Silly Rabbit, he was playing her. It's a common PUA (Pick Up Artist) ploy. Be nice to her, then insult her just a little, usually playfully. It a disarming play, designed to make the girl seek your approval AND it works most of the time. Girls are used to guy fawning over them, so the guy who "playfully" (can't stress that enough) dis's her comes off as different. It might have rubbed you the wrong way, but then again you weren't the main subject of the exercise.
Your use of words - they complicate - wonderful use of words.