I was having an OK day.
Then I got my paper back, 97%, great day.
Then I checked my e-mail and His mom had sent me an e-mail asking how I was and where I got something that He and I used to share that she wants to buy Him for Christmas.
A lovely reminder that I will be alone during this three week break from school. Nothing to distract me anymore and I cannot be with him and the fantastic family that I was once a part of.
Now my day is horrible.
Truthfully I did not deal with it right: I cried in my loneliness and hopelessness then I went and got drunk in the University bar preceding my night class.
I really want to be done school because I am burnt out. but I have no idea what I will do to get my mind off the ravaging pain of being alone during the holidays...
BAH HUMBUG!
Like seriously... how am I supposed to reply to this!?
Then I got my paper back, 97%, great day.
Then I checked my e-mail and His mom had sent me an e-mail asking how I was and where I got something that He and I used to share that she wants to buy Him for Christmas.
A lovely reminder that I will be alone during this three week break from school. Nothing to distract me anymore and I cannot be with him and the fantastic family that I was once a part of.
Now my day is horrible.
Truthfully I did not deal with it right: I cried in my loneliness and hopelessness then I went and got drunk in the University bar preceding my night class.
I really want to be done school because I am burnt out. but I have no idea what I will do to get my mind off the ravaging pain of being alone during the holidays...
BAH HUMBUG!
Like seriously... how am I supposed to reply to this!?
epiphine:
Things will get better, they always do. Hang in there, stick to your guns and move forward with all your plans, tomorrow just might be a 100% great day 