Fuck you you damn arrogant selfish drunken mother fucker. How DARE you excommunicate me from your life act like it's all okay and then when I finally find peace and happiness come and tear that all apart. How DARE you call me and get mad at me for being in your dreams, tell me how you miss me when all I ever did was help...
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Employed. Just finished my first day on my own in the store.
Enjoying the job, really chill, I have tons of time to write and do homework!
Enjoying the job, really chill, I have tons of time to write and do homework!
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nimhpip:
Good news 
jaruki:
good luck! in spain is imposible want work.. :3
Today I made the decision. I'm going to dread my hair.
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andysith:
Mh.. Interesting
countryval:
its your choice what ever you decide were still gonna like you for you not your hair 
Text message I just got:
My reservation for seeing you is because I'm enlisting this month. I don't want to fall in love with you again.
Which prompted this short poem:
//Harder than Heartbreak//
the reason we're ending:
because you're enlisting
And got this message in response:
You're breaking up with a man/woman because he's enlisting? hahahahaha you're the stupidest person ever. i bet you'll...
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My reservation for seeing you is because I'm enlisting this month. I don't want to fall in love with you again.
Which prompted this short poem:
//Harder than Heartbreak//
the reason we're ending:
because you're enlisting
And got this message in response:
You're breaking up with a man/woman because he's enlisting? hahahahaha you're the stupidest person ever. i bet you'll...
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boosterp:
Some people just need to not have any sort of relationship.
boosterp:
I should clarify; When you said this: "Which comes a week after we started talking again. Therefore, what is ending is the potential for us to be together, not a relationship" I inferred that he assumed there was a relationship going on. Because he thought due to enlistment he should break it off is why I said some people should not have relationships. If in a relationship that is still a crappy reason to stop seeing someone.
So I'm back at home, in my warm and comfy bed.
Spending two nights in a house with two children under the age of 4 reminded me why I don't want kids anytime soon. Although, they were so cute.
The conference went great, I made some friends, got my name out there, was totally talked down to by the cliche of people at the panel...
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Spending two nights in a house with two children under the age of 4 reminded me why I don't want kids anytime soon. Although, they were so cute.
The conference went great, I made some friends, got my name out there, was totally talked down to by the cliche of people at the panel...
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chipdanger:
Nice! Yeah young kids are loads of work.
andysith:
Glad to hear the conference went well :-)
this basically summarizes my thoughts for the last few hours
The problem with being a girl
is that you never know if someone is talking to you for your mind
or your mammories
And its not the kind of question you can ask
on a first date
or even at an intellectual conference
when someone gushes on about your genius, about how brilliant your methods...
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The problem with being a girl
is that you never know if someone is talking to you for your mind
or your mammories
And its not the kind of question you can ask
on a first date
or even at an intellectual conference
when someone gushes on about your genius, about how brilliant your methods...
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oracle:
that would be highly effective then 
hor:
People could be talking to you for a whole mess of reasons other than that. You damn well better be studying body language 24/7.
People could be talking to you for a whole mess of reasons other than that. You damn well better be studying body language 24/7.
SOTHE is a poetry form Im experimenting with. Basically its constructed by eavesdropping on conversationsor music, billboards, adscatching pieces, and stringing them together. This is what we get, I would love some imput
Snapshots of the Human Experience: Sweet Love
Youre really gone girlfriend
Not that I care.
Of course, I asked him,
the thing that got me,
I didnt even think about it
till...
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Snapshots of the Human Experience: Sweet Love
Youre really gone girlfriend
Not that I care.
Of course, I asked him,
the thing that got me,
I didnt even think about it
till...
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andysith:
Nice .. I liked it
nimhpip:
Found poetry on the human/social scale. Ingenious 
Beautiful and yet hauntingly real.
Beautiful and yet hauntingly real.What happened today in Philosophy class
This one time, several months ago, I had a huge crush on a boy but then he got back together with his ex.
In the time that we were talking I was going through some emotional, personal realizations about things that occurred in my past--or at least I have come to believe happened in my past.
This semester he...
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This one time, several months ago, I had a huge crush on a boy but then he got back together with his ex.
In the time that we were talking I was going through some emotional, personal realizations about things that occurred in my past--or at least I have come to believe happened in my past.
This semester he...
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andysith:
Well .. That has got me thinking.. Surely for you not to be the same person it would imply you were defined only by memories?
ecrivaine:
I don't think we're defined only by memories, but that is one theory of mind. I do however think that it is impossible for me to say that I was ever that person before 14, since I don't know who that person was. To others that person exists, but for me, it doesn't. It's peculiar.
Some sort of cheesy poetry I thought of while falling asleep:
I miss
waking up at 3 am
wrapping my arms about you strong, warm body
feeling your firmness in my hands
slowly
rolling you on your back
so I can quietly straddle
careful not to wake you
I miss
you waking up at 3:10
from the best dream ever
I miss
waking up at 3 am
wrapping my arms about you strong, warm body
feeling your firmness in my hands
slowly
rolling you on your back
so I can quietly straddle
careful not to wake you
I miss
you waking up at 3:10
from the best dream ever
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xmetal:
BISON!!! I am so incredibly jealous.
They are all over the place. Fucking huge beasts, hoping they don't hit the truck.
This is hot! good work.
They are all over the place. Fucking huge beasts, hoping they don't hit the truck.
This is hot! good work.
nimhpip:
Big smile.
to the vessel of creation
First they are only words:
neck and teeth and bite
But then comes that savored sensation
instant
like a shock-wave to the spine
and leading down
Honey Bee
I want to coerce your sweet nectar
out of your hive
and savor its thick stickiness
dripping
from my lips
I want your fuzzy body
smooth prick
sticking me
small pain
and...
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First they are only words:
neck and teeth and bite
But then comes that savored sensation
instant
like a shock-wave to the spine
and leading down
Honey Bee
I want to coerce your sweet nectar
out of your hive
and savor its thick stickiness
dripping
from my lips
I want your fuzzy body
smooth prick
sticking me
small pain
and...
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nimhpip:
You and words -
More poems:
//Sets of Memories//
As I lay in your arms
in my bed
on the floor
I thought that I could love you.
Then we went out
and I pretended
we were just friends.
But now you tell me
of even that I was wrong
we were singular
nothing
an empty word on an empty page
a note, hanging in silence.
//Meant to tell...
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//Sets of Memories//
As I lay in your arms
in my bed
on the floor
I thought that I could love you.
Then we went out
and I pretended
we were just friends.
But now you tell me
of even that I was wrong
we were singular
nothing
an empty word on an empty page
a note, hanging in silence.
//Meant to tell...
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delora:
lovely words
elfrockstar:
i havent listened to eve6 in years. loved there debut song all those years ago though
Time heals all. /cliche
Restraining orders can help too.