This is a good day. I got off work early, and got to see the lovely Voltaire set about 3 hours earlier than I would have gotten to otherwise. So that's good.
In other news, I've cleared my shitty mood of a few days. I was lying in bed last night watching TV when the power went out, so I just sat and listened to the rain for a while. That made me happy. It was soothing. I wish it was raining again tonight.
My shoulders ache. I need a massage. Any takers? Didn't think so. Oh, well. I want to have fun with a girl this weekend. Most of the girls I know are either in relationships or are never around when I am. Plus, everyone's too serious around here about relationships. People get married too damn early. Why? It's all religion and hormones; they want to screw but they feel like they're doing something wrong when they screw outside of marriage, so they get married at 18 and divorced at 21 when they figure out they married a complete asshole. Not everyone's that way, but it's not uncommon, especially among my friends. And meanwhile, there's little old agnostic me, not getting laid. Eh, doesn't bother me anymore, I should be used to it by now. But I just want to laugh with a girl, talk to one. I want to brush a girl's skin; her hand or face. It's been forever since I've gotten to do that. And I have a feeling it won't happen this weekend. But oh well. I'm sappy and happy, and I'm not going to let it bother me. But I am gonna go, so live it up, SG fans!
-E
In other news, I've cleared my shitty mood of a few days. I was lying in bed last night watching TV when the power went out, so I just sat and listened to the rain for a while. That made me happy. It was soothing. I wish it was raining again tonight.
My shoulders ache. I need a massage. Any takers? Didn't think so. Oh, well. I want to have fun with a girl this weekend. Most of the girls I know are either in relationships or are never around when I am. Plus, everyone's too serious around here about relationships. People get married too damn early. Why? It's all religion and hormones; they want to screw but they feel like they're doing something wrong when they screw outside of marriage, so they get married at 18 and divorced at 21 when they figure out they married a complete asshole. Not everyone's that way, but it's not uncommon, especially among my friends. And meanwhile, there's little old agnostic me, not getting laid. Eh, doesn't bother me anymore, I should be used to it by now. But I just want to laugh with a girl, talk to one. I want to brush a girl's skin; her hand or face. It's been forever since I've gotten to do that. And I have a feeling it won't happen this weekend. But oh well. I'm sappy and happy, and I'm not going to let it bother me. But I am gonna go, so live it up, SG fans!
-E