echobunny

self image analysis #2:
(see yesterdays entry for more)

in regards to a good situation,

ME: "I should definietly go"
VOICE IN HEAD: "Nah, stay home"
ME:"But it will be fun"
VOICE IN HEAD:"Fuck that"
ME:"But I could stop thinking about all the bad shit from the past 8 months"
VOICE IN HEAD:"Nah, just watch tv and work, work, work"
ME:"Yeah, i won't have fun and can't really handle any rejection right now anyway, yer right"
VOICE IN HEAD:" See...who's yer buddy?"

in regards to a bad situation,

ME:"I really shouldn't do this"
VOICE IN HEAD:" Ah, fuck it, sure ya should."
ME:"But doing this, is gonna tear me up inside."
VOICE IN HEAD:"nah, you're strong enough to deal...hehehehe"
ME:"I don't know..."
VOICE IN HEAD:"if ya don't do it, I'll make sure ya think about it all nite anyway..."
ME:"shit"