What a suprise...
I called a few good friends about my breakup (male and female)... one of my long time aquaintances, Beth - it turns out recently had her boy move away and cheat on her etc.. thus causing a break up about a month ago.
Lo and behold - I got home from work today - and there is the lovely Beth waiting in...
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I called a few good friends about my breakup (male and female)... one of my long time aquaintances, Beth - it turns out recently had her boy move away and cheat on her etc.. thus causing a break up about a month ago.
Lo and behold - I got home from work today - and there is the lovely Beth waiting in...
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I am my own
not submitting to the media controlled world around me
not letting my brain be infiltrated by others thoughts
I have my goals
my secret desires
my wishes and my admirations
I have my wants
my needs
my reasons for living
these things I hold for me and no one else
they are mine and mine alone
loneliness
not submitting to the media controlled world around me
not letting my brain be infiltrated by others thoughts
I have my goals
my secret desires
my wishes and my admirations
I have my wants
my needs
my reasons for living
these things I hold for me and no one else
they are mine and mine alone
loneliness
Sometimes you come to the realization that breaking up is a good thing.
This time I was the one she broke up with - which really was tough for me.
I have never had someone discard me before - and I couldn't take it. Freaked out... developed detachement issues
Let me tell ya - the emotional rollercoaster I just experienced in the last 2 weeks...
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This time I was the one she broke up with - which really was tough for me.
I have never had someone discard me before - and I couldn't take it. Freaked out... developed detachement issues
Let me tell ya - the emotional rollercoaster I just experienced in the last 2 weeks...
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imogen1:
So glad to hear it. Just wait a couple more weeks and I'm sure you wont even think about it at all.
Why is it - that when I go out in Madison - I get hit on by more guys than I do girls?
Every time Igo out - I have at least 5 guys try to pick me up.
Tonight for example... I was just walking down the street and I passed by a gay male who was talking on his cell phone... and he...
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Every time Igo out - I have at least 5 guys try to pick me up.
Tonight for example... I was just walking down the street and I passed by a gay male who was talking on his cell phone... and he...
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imogen1:
I promise I'll hit on you if I ever see you on the street.
imogen1:
There there, ace. Get a nice rebound fling that lasts about a month and you'll feel so much better.
I went out tonight - nothing interesting around - so here i sit...
I turn on the TV and I see someone shouting out to the SG site! I go online to check it out and its a Madison native too!?
How wonderfully ironic... love it when stuff like that happens.
I turn on the TV and I see someone shouting out to the SG site! I go online to check it out and its a Madison native too!?
How wonderfully ironic... love it when stuff like that happens.
sooo....
I am blah!
I am blah!
ebmfreak:
I went out tonight - nothing interesting around - so here i sit...
I turn on the TV and I see someone shouting out to the SG site! I go online to check it out and its a Madison native too!?
How wonderfully ironic... love it when stuff like that happens.
I turn on the TV and I see someone shouting out to the SG site! I go online to check it out and its a Madison native too!?
How wonderfully ironic... love it when stuff like that happens.
BAH!
Summer weather SUCKS...
Heat and Humidity - the bane of my existence.
It zaps the life out of me.
When was the last time I was really randy / horny? What - Late June / early July...
Now - its too hot to do anything - makes you sluggish...
DAMN CRAZY RUSSIANS AND THEIR PESKY WEATHER CONTROLLING DEVICE!
Making my life hell...
Fact: I like...
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Heat and Humidity - the bane of my existence.
It zaps the life out of me.
When was the last time I was really randy / horny? What - Late June / early July...
Now - its too hot to do anything - makes you sluggish...
DAMN CRAZY RUSSIANS AND THEIR PESKY WEATHER CONTROLLING DEVICE!
Making my life hell...
Fact: I like...
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So - I have had little time to update my journal lately...
so all you get from me today is this.
BLAH!
There you go...
so all you get from me today is this.
BLAH!
There you go...
So - I wasn't going nuts... there really was something wrong with me.
Turns out I am Hypoglycemic... pretty bad too (says the doc).
So I need to constantly be mindful of my blood sugar and keep it up (I never ate more than a once sometimes twice a day) and etc. etc.
Cutting out alcohol and things like that also will help.
It sucks...
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Turns out I am Hypoglycemic... pretty bad too (says the doc).
So I need to constantly be mindful of my blood sugar and keep it up (I never ate more than a once sometimes twice a day) and etc. etc.
Cutting out alcohol and things like that also will help.
It sucks...
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imogen1:
Doh, so I was wrong. It's not the weather.
Why is it we lash out at the ones we love when most in need?
Lately I have found myself fast becomming a personality type I loathe. There is some transparent stress on my life that I can not place what is causing it.
As a result i have been finding myself to be increasingly argumentative and contradictory towards all my friends - and most...
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Lately I have found myself fast becomming a personality type I loathe. There is some transparent stress on my life that I can not place what is causing it.
As a result i have been finding myself to be increasingly argumentative and contradictory towards all my friends - and most...
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fallen1carus:
forgive my ignorance, but what is a "banner night"? i think i've got a hint of it through the jouranl.
now i feel bad. i start pointless arguments all the time. i love to argue. i suppose the difference is that there's a line between sarcastic fights and just being an asshole. i'm glad you see it.
good luck....
now i feel bad. i start pointless arguments all the time. i love to argue. i suppose the difference is that there's a line between sarcastic fights and just being an asshole. i'm glad you see it.
good luck....
imogen1:
Not only is tiredness going around Madison, but so is the
asshole bug.
Both seem to be catching like wildfire. I'm sure you have
nothing to worry about.
Half of my friends I talk to have noticed wierd differences
in the basic way they interact with their friends, not only
when drunk. I think it's something to do with the rather
temperate summer we are having. If the weather is not
acting up, then everything else needs to.
asshole bug.
Both seem to be catching like wildfire. I'm sure you have
nothing to worry about.
Half of my friends I talk to have noticed wierd differences
in the basic way they interact with their friends, not only
when drunk. I think it's something to do with the rather
temperate summer we are having. If the weather is not
acting up, then everything else needs to.
My time as of late has been consumed by my new friend: Nintendo Gamecube
- He doesn't judge me
- He doesn't make fun of me (unless playing Super Smash Bros.)
- He fits in my backpack
- He has this ability to turn women on with his presence. (they all make the same sound they do when around puppies)
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- He doesn't judge me
- He doesn't make fun of me (unless playing Super Smash Bros.)
- He fits in my backpack
- He has this ability to turn women on with his presence. (they all make the same sound they do when around puppies)
I now oficially own 2...
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seth0067:
Yay!
Where are these women who get wet around a Gamecube, or XBox for that matter? Send one out here, bub!
Where are these women who get wet around a Gamecube, or XBox for that matter? Send one out here, bub!
fallen1carus:
i would be all over the 'dise tonight except that i was up ALL night last night and i need to sleep and not drink. maybe next week. drop me a line in the journal, yo.