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Had the worst dream last night. I was going out with an SG and i was totally head over heals for her. She was everything that i wanted in a significant other. (deja vu? I think so.) Worst thing about this dream is that i was so happy. Only having to wake up and realize that is was a fuckin dream. And Its interesting that the girl in the dream was an SG. Not sure what to think about that.

For so long i have been single and have really enjoyed the single life, on top of being a firm believer that love is a stupid man made feeling. Well now i not so sure what i believe. I take my dreams very seriously. My dreams have always lead me in the right direction, only for me to fuck it up some how.

I feel like this dream is a sign that i need to get my shit.
So now not only is my body rejecting my life, but now my sub conscience is rejecting my life too.

Fuck!!!!